Tenkai Knights One Shots

Baby Dont Cut - Ceylan X Reader

A/N: This has a warning of mentioned suicide and depression. If this content does trigger something, I advise you and I plead for you to avoid this chapter due to that.

Middle underlined = song

Italics = Flashback

Day 11: Ceylan X Reader - Baby Dont Cut

Ceylan's Pov

She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her.
She hates school because the people there discredit her.
Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems.
But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem.
He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day

"Hey, I still love you." I said as I held her hands.

"Yeah, I know." She said as she looked down.

"And you're beautiful, no matter what anyone says, okay." I said, smiling at her.

She looked down while nodding.

I lifted her head up and got her to look at me.

"Every day gets better, I'll stick by you forever and ever." I said, smiling at her.

She even tried to overdose and take her life away.
She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed
Then he takes his hand and places it beside her head.

I ran towards her bathroom, and opened it, to see her holding a bottle of pills.

I grabbed it from her and took her into a hug.

"Everything gets better." I said as I slowly took her to her bed.

I placed my hand on her cheek and looked at her.

"Do you want to talk?" I asked.

She shook her head and I felt a pang in my heart.

It was as if she didn't trust me.

He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists
And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists
She's feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her, "Why?"

I tried to wrap my arms around her and watch her flinch away.

I looked at her with concern and saw her holding her arms.

I slowly grabbed her wrist and turned her arm, without much resistance and saw the scars that littered her arms.

I grabbed her face and looked her in the eyes.

"Why? Why would you do this?" I asked as I held her close to me.

She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside.
He's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this?
Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless."

"It's easier this way. I have control of the pain. Better control of all the pain inside." She said and I felt the tears roll down my face.

"How long. How long has it been since you've felt this way? Because you've got me here, just feeling helpless. I'm supposed to be your hero." I said as I broke down.

I hugged her tight towards me as I felt her grip my shirt.

She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck."
And then he screams at her and tells her, "Baby, never cut!"