Tenkai Knights One Shots

Distraction - Ceylan X Reader

A/N: Okay, this is a random idea and it's a little out of something that I write. And as a warning, if depression is actually affecting you, then please skip this one as I don't want to be responsible for making it worse, or if you do need someone to talk to, I'm always around to chat to.

Y/N's Pov

I 'smiled' at my friends.

"See you guys tomorrow." I said.

All my friends left and I looked around.

I started walking home alone with headphones on.

Once I got home I noticed that my parents weren't home. 

And I had no siblings anyways so that didn't matter.

I opened the door and closed it straight behind me.

I went to my room and sat on my bed.

I looked at my bedside table and thoughts came to mind.

'It looks so nice.'

'Come on, it would look so much better painted.'

'Look at the metal.'

'It's waiting for you.'

'No one needs to know.'

'It will make you feel better.'

'You just have to be careful.'

As these thoughts ran through my brain, I had gotten closer to the object.

'The pain will make everything bad go away.' 

With that final thought, I had grabbed the object and it was lying in my hand.

I looked at the glistening metal as it shined at me.

I pulled up my sleeves and looked at all the previous cuts.

I then put the metal on my arm and slid it down.

I continued until I had scars all over my arm, some long and some short.

I was going to add more to my other arm when the door to my room opened and there stood a shocked Ceylan, staring at me.

I got up and tried to shove him up as tears built up.

Ceylan lifted me up and sat me on my bed.

I hit him on his chest but he lightly grabbed my hands and looked at me.

"Y/N." Ceylan said.

"Ceylan, get out. Please. Leave me alone." I said.

"No." Ceylan said.

He got up and grabbed the razor.

He opened the window and dropped it out.

Then he ran out of the room and as quickly as he left, he came back inside.

He kept me seated as he fixed up my scars.

All I did was stare at him.

I winced a little as he fixed up my scars but I kept my eyes fixed on him.

"I don't know why you did this. And honestly, I don't want to find out if you're not comfortable with telling me, but I don't want you doing this." Ceylan said as he finished with my scars and looked up at me.

"I'm sor..." I said but was cut off as Ceylan placed a quick kiss on my lips.

I just stared at him.

"You don't have to be sorry. I'm glad I was here before anything major happened." Ceylan said.

"Ceylan, there..." I said but was again cut off by him kissing me again.

"Are you okay?" Ceylan asked.

"How am..." Again cut off by Ceylan kissing me again.

When he pulled away, I laughed a bit.

"How am I supposed to answer if you keep cutting me off?" I asked.

"I just want you to know that you are loved. If not by anyone, then by me." Ceylan said.

"Thanks." I said.

"But why were you doing that?" Ceylan asked.

"I've just been having dark thoughts lately and it finally got to me about a week ago." I said.

"If it ever happens again, come to me straight away, or call me. I don't want you to do this again." Ceylan said.

"I will." I said.

"Promise?" Ceylan asked.

"I promise. Only if you promise not to leave me alone." I said.

"Promise." Ceylan said.

I smiled at him.

"Now that we got that outta the way, let me ask you this properly. Would you be my girlfriend?" Ceylan asked.

"How could I not." I said.

"So is that a yes or no?" Ceylan asked.

"It's a yes, you idiot." I said.

"I was hoping for that." Ceylan said and hugged me.

And Ceylan kept his promise. For the next time I had dark thoughts, I had an idiotic Ceylan climb through my window just to stay with me.

A/N:

Ceylan: What was that about

Author: What?

Ceylan: Why are most of mine sad, I'm a funny guy

Author: Yeah, but they're just random ideas

Ceylan: *glares at author*

Author: SOOOOOOOOO, hope you enjoyed the one-shot