Shelter - Guren x Suicidal! Reader

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A/N: Thanks to Samie_the_dragon for requesting this. I finally got time to work on this. It was my first time hearing this song and I actually enjoyed it. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter.

Y/N's Pov

I stared at my wall blankly.

This was my home, what was supposed to be my shelter but it didn't feel like it.

I could hear the slight ping from my phone when I got a message.

My eyes drifted over to it, noticing the contact that appeared.

Guren.

I could never find the right way to tell you
Have you noticed I've been gone?

I went to school less and when I did, I ignored everyone as much as I could.

People stopped bothering me. They stopped talking to me and didn't bother approaching me anymore.

All except Guren.

He kept coming to me, texting me and everything.

And although I thought of him as my shelter. Someone to cover me from my darker days.

But he doesn't need to be stuck in the darkest days. In my darkest days.

'Cause I left behind the home that you made me
But I will carry it along

It's been a week and here I was, standing on the side of the road, watching the cars.

I knew that there was going to be a fast one.

There has to be.

This has to work.

And it's a long way forward, so trust in me
I'll give them shelter, like you've done for me
And I know I'm not alone, you'll be watching over us
Until you're gone

I kept looking around for others that I knew, to make sure that no one could stop me.

I didn't want anyone stopping me.

And I knew this would be the most effective way because once it happened, nobody could stop it.

When I'm older, I'll be silent beside you
I know words won't be enough
And they won't need to know our names or our faces
But they will carry on for us

Guren's Pov

I was walking down the street, trying to get through.

It was a bit crowded so I couldn't see clearly.

I was getting to a crossing before I saw my friend Y/N.

I knew something had been up with her lately and wanted to help her through whatever she was going through but it seemed as she was always ignoring me. Almost as if she didn't want the help.

I had a suspicion of what she was going through but I couldn't confirm it without any evidence.

I tried my best to stay with her and support her with anything, without revealing that I knew something was up and without asking her any questions.

But it was getting harder with every interaction.

With every conversation, she drifted further.

But I wanted to be her shelter. I needed to be her shelter. To protect her from her darkest days. To keep her safe.

And its a long way forward, so trust in me
I'll give them shelter, like you've done for
And I know I'm not alone, youll be watching over us
Until you're gone

I was about to approach her when I heard a car. A speeding car.

And I saw her body move.

Before I could think I reacted.

I was able to save her.

But it was too late for me.

I could hear muffled voices and I saw a blurred out version of Y/N.

I couldn't make out what she was saying, but I could guess.

I said something before darkness consumed me.

Y/N's Pov

I heard a speeding car and thought it was the perfect opportunity.

I got onto the road and was about to get hit when someone got me out of the way.

I turned around to see Guren, laying there and there was a lot of blood.

I ran towards him.

"Guren! Guren! You can't leave me! Not after all this! Not after what you've done for me! That was supposed to be me! Not you! You complete idiot! You're the only person who cared! You can't leave me!" I started screaming. I kneeled down next to him as I tried to keep him awake, or keep him from bleeding out.

But nothing was working. He was still laying there, in a pool of his own blood that was growing larger by the second.

And losing his life by the second.

Oh its a long way forward, trust in me
I'll give them shelter, like you've done for me
And I know I'm not alone, you'll be watching over us
Until...

"I'll protect you from the darkest times. I'll be your shelter." Guren said and closed his eyes.

I started crying. Sobbing.

My shelter, the only person who's cared for me properly, the only person who kept trying to keep me from my darkest self was now gone.

And I couldn't do anything about it.

A/N: End scene. No jokes, I actually got teary writing this. I have never gotten teary writing something. This almost broke me. I hope you enjoyed it.

If you have any requests, please comment them. I love recieving requests because it puts my useless brain to work. If you don't, that's fine too, I'll just keep writing random ones coming to mind.

Anyways, keep your weirdness ultimate. See ya next time.

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