Jessamine Dixon lives in the apocalypse

Worth

I remember it all. I want you to know that. It's not just the moments I had with mom and dad. I still remember everything that happened since you showed up on the doorstep.

I remember it and I always will. And I hope you always will too. Your gonna be the one who holds onto the memories and then passes them on.

I know you can make them into some great story to tell the kids. You always liked writing and I know you can do it. I've read what you wrote.

The kids and adults wouldn't mind having something to read. Because I know you can write books for kids and adults. You can write all the genres.

I know you make a lot of promises to people and I know you have a lot you think you have to do in honor of them. 

I just want my thing to be you get back into writing. After this is all done with Negan just pick up a notebook and pour it all out.

I'll be waiting to see them. And I know everybody is going to love them. Judith, Daryl, Dad, Michonne, the kids of the future, the people in our group, Kingdom, Hilltop, Glenn's baby, they deserve them.

This wasn't your fault and you know that. There's nothing you could have done and I hope one day you can accept that.

I'm excited to see you grow as a person and as the new leader. If the plans you told me don't work out, even though I know they will, I know that Alexandria will one day be yours.

I'm here with Glenn, Mom, Abraham, Sasha, Tyreese, Dale, Amy, Jim, Andrea, T-dog, Beth, Noah, Sophia, Hershel, and everybody else up here. 

I know your the one who's gonna help Siddiq until the others accept him and I'm glad it's you.

I know your going to do amazing things. 

It didn't end the way one would hope, but in this world, this death is why the world has come to this.

Remember it all, J, I want you to remember it all. And I want you to remember how much I love you.

Love, Carl.

I put the letter down and wiped the tears from my eye. I took a deep breath and grabbed the note from Sasha.

Jess, 

God, one of the most amazing girls I've ever met. I know how I've been lately, but I hope you know how much I loved and appreciated  you during that time, the whole time we were together. From the moment me and Ty pulled you out of the car. I knew then you were strong and you'd make it.

I want to kill Negan even if it means going down with it. I'm writing the letter to you because of the pact we had.

I don't want you to forget the pact because it still applies to you and Daryl. Me and Tyreese will be holding that promise from the other side, if it exists.

I know you know I'm happy. I know your thinking of everything I went through so it would be okay with me. I know you saw everything I went through and I know your going to understand. You of anybody.

I'm going to kill Negan and I will most likely die for it, but as long as he goes with it. If it's me that dies than it's okay. One more person to kill the man that took something from us. This is justice for us and Glenn and Abraham.

I remember the first time I saw you. When we carried you inside. We didn't see you guys for a long time after that but then we did.

You were there with me with the sickness (Even though it was stupid and you shouldn't have been in there) the fall of the prison, Terminus, Bob, Tyreese, Abraham. When I blew up at the party and every step in between.