Cliché, Cliché Everywhere

Let's talk (non-cliche chappie// you can skip)

Let's talk today in this really serious chapter. No jokes or sarcasm allowed. This is also applicable on me.

I know it's been a while and i am here to assure you all that i am not dead because of a heart attack in my kidney, nor i have been abducted my James Charles. 

Life is not that busy, but still online college is up and rolling, and there is some external stuff too. It's just, idk if you guys can relate with this or what, but there is a lingering emptiness. Mind you at this point I've been at home for over 6+ months now. And my country's government has decided to not 'consider' changes to opening educational institutions up until September. On a positive notes, the cases are decreasing and trade etc is getting better. But there is always this lingering sadness which doesn't make any sense. 

I mean.. you are healthy, privileged and have anything and everything you can dream of. You pray or worship according to your religious beliefs (or find refuge is daily rituals like yoga etc if you don't share any religious sentiments), you do whatever you want, and you got all the time in the world, yet... there is this emptiness.

Idk why am i even writing this all down here since i am never public about my feelings online... hell! my personal life is never on any website or social media. I guess, i am doing this because a  fair majority of you are really nice and i am friends with many of you as well. After a whole damn week i opened my wattpad and was pleasantly  surprised by the 4.6K notifications and 30+ messages on my private message corner. It was weirdly a good obstruction, since i was considering deactivating my account on that fateful day. It just felt really wrong to that once i saw the numbers and the amount of peeps enjoying and ranting alongside in this imperfect book.

So, that's all... just random stuff. Thanks for reading. I weirdly feel motivated to write some more after pouring these thoughts down. See you again in few minutes in my next update related to some actual cliches.

Thanks for being a wonderfully smexy audience. And no, i am not tired or exhausted.

Love,

Lizzy