For the first time in over 5-6 years I think I saw K.. I knew she worked at my doctors office but I knew seen her. Today as I was walking up I looked up from the ground for no reason and didn't even realize she was there. We made eye contact and I was shocked. She didn't even look like she just gave birth. Ever since then I can feel the sadness and anger taking over.
Then on my Instagram explore feed right as I was thinking about this, a random compilation of your boy Niall popped up. You know I don't look at him so the fact he came up at that moment makes me think it was you.
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grief & relief
RandomPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
