Today marks 9 years since you died. That's half of the life you lived for 18 years. You were in my dream the other night where we were all sitting for lunch as always, but the rest of us were older and how we look now, while you hadn't aged. I was warning you that in the future you would die and for you to stop eating old tuna because we don't know if it contributed to your food poisoning and flu death. 9 years ago we were preparing for Brandy's birthday party not knowing that your family woke up to find you dead. People were posting about it but I didn't believe it. I truly thought it was a hoax and that it was you just hacking the guys accounts like you've done before. Never would I have expected you to have died just 3 days later after I saw you.
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grief & relief
Non-FictionPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
