Published July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
This popped up on my Facebook and I hear you in my head fangirling. Ironically I was just talking about you to my newer friend who knows your story and she sent me a video of your boy Harry. I didn't even know it was their anniversary so I didn't connect it until right now. I feel sick knowing it's been 15 years since your baby boys came to be. Pretty soon they will become older than the years you were here on earth. I'll never forget you as we walked in circles at SMS and you were rehearsing your speech on index cards talking about 1D. But you mainly wrote about Niall since he was your "blonde beauty". I miss you Mary. I hate it. I miss you and I can't believe how long it's been.
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