Karen is engaged. To the one who she has always liked. I am so proud of her but so sad I can't tell her that. She is the only one who never listened to you and didn't block me, but she did cut contact. Now her and X are going to be sister in laws!! I can't imagine what you'd be thinking right now. I remember you were mad when you found out Karen liked him because you wanted him too. I am so proud of her I can't stop thinking about it, my best friend of so many years is married. My best friend who is no longer my best friend because of you. I wonder if you would be celebrating the same accomplishment too if you were alive? It is almost your anniversary. It will be 4 years since you been gone. I wonder how it would be if you were here. I wish it could be different. All I want is to be able to tell Karen congrats but I don't want to stir up any bad memories because she deserves to be happy.
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grief & relief
RandomPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
