It's March again. The month that changed everything. That you ruined my life. When my new neurologist said I need to get a 6-7 day EEG done all I could think was well I got the 3-4 day one my life got destroyed in that short period of time. That short amount of time changed the way I looked at people, trusted, and spoke to anyone after what you did.
Seeing these 1D videos is also triggering because I understand how hard it is to lose a former best friend. I know how much you loved them and I can't imagine how devastated you'd be if you were still here. I know how hard those memories hit and how much it hurts so badly. I'll never fucking understand why you did what you did. All I know is that I never fully coped or accepted it. And never will.
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grief & relief
RandomPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
