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Thoughts.

You know when you are working in class and everyone is answering questions and there are those couple girls who never say anything? I am most definitely not one of those girls.
I don't know how they do it. They say silent people have the loudest minds, but it's like they don't have a thought in their heads. My mind is so loud that I have to speak. I like talking. I will just try to be polite and say hi to one of these girls and they will give me a polite smile or a nod. But never say it back. Maybe it's just coming from someone who is expressive, but I don't get it. I can't be the only one, right? My friends and I will be laughing and they will just sit there quietly, staring forward. I don't know why but this spooks me a bit. If you ask me to go somewhere chances are I will go. Chances are when the clock hits 1 am, you might just know all my secrets. I don't mean to do it, but if I trust you, you will know all about me.
I don't know if that is a weakness or a strenght, it sounds like a weakness. But I can't help it. I think a lot, about everything. I will sit in a room with a friend or a family member and my mind will go insane. The next thing I know I will be asking some random question and the person I'm with will think I'm crazy. But I swear I'm not. When I don't think, I will write. I can spend hours just writing down what I am thinking in my head. I can write down words I didn't even know I knew, things I didn't even know I thought. I can discover things about myself that I didn't know before. I can turn a sight into a poem My mind is my best friend and my worst enemy. Isn't that strange?
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Hey guys!
This is my first story..? Kinda? Well it's kinda like my diary, Exept with no names and no secrets. It's like my thoughts on paper (screen) and it might be more poetic then a diary at sometimes
I will update whenever I feel like I have to have a though written down.
Thank you for reading and ily!