i need to write this entry because this is the time i would write if i were me 2 years ago.
I self-harmed tonight, and i'm disappointed in myself, but more than anything, i feel stuck. It was a really hard, emotionally complicated night and i was left with too many things to think about and it was too much to process. now, i'm simply just left in the dust wondering what i'm going go do when i get up tomorrow. How do i move past this? how do the people i've now involved move past this? i feel like i broke something and i'm scrambling to collect the pieces and make it whole again. What if if is never the same?
and then again, maybe ill wake up tomorrow and everything will be okay! but also, probably not. simply considering the fact that there is a lot of shit i need to sort through.
But right now, writing this entry is all i can do. i love myself, and i deserve better than how i treated myself tonight. I might wake up to a crummy day tomorrow, but at least i'm waking up and living every day with the knowledge that i can live. simply live, and move forward. Tomorrow will be what it is, and even if it seems like we can't, we will move forward.
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SonstigesIf you have chosen to read this, thank you. I hope i can relate to things going on in your life and give some insight on how to get through hard situations. All stories are true, all thoughts are mine. -Sarah
