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So most of the swirling cauldron of black deathlike feelings that are attacking my mind right now stem from something called "post-concert depression" which I'm sure you are probably familiar with, so I'm fine. Really. but I hate how post concert depression. It really is the worst. So I'm going to write alllll about it and all about what I'm thinking and how I'm feeling and hopefully it will give me some relief.
So yesterday, my two friends and I went to see Oh Wonder in Boston. Not a very popular band, but they are just fabulous. We left for Boston early afternoon and got there around dinner time, ate some bomb Chinese food, watched some street performers, listened to music, and went to line up for the show. The line wasn't horrible when we got there, about an hour before the show would start, but it went all the way around the block. So we waited outside for an hour, it was so freezing that the three of us took turns going into a nearby convinence store for warmth. We swithed out every 5 minutes or so. It was actually hilarious. But eventually, we got into the concert. The venue was a hipster, hole in the wall rock club. Really cool, dark, small, it was so different from any venue I've ever been to. We waited another hour, then the opening act performed. They were really good. Eventually, at 10, Oh Wonder finally went on and performed. They were incredible. We got front row on the side and took some amazing pictures (I will put a picture up top). After the show we ended up back in the convinence store  at 11:45 because our parents were out to eat. We ended up buying a pint of ice cream and sitting on the floor eating it at midnight. It was weird but so hilarious and fun. I got home at 2:30 and went to bed at 3.
Now that brings me to where I am now. It's early afternoon the next day, and I am suffering from post concert depression. My mind is swirling and I want to sleep, but i also want to go back to last night at the concert. But back to the swirling, let me unload some of the things that are in the midst of the swirl.
So I am going to see Troye Sivan live in Marh, which I am incredibly excited for. My 3 friends are coming with me. One of them is a superfan like me, and the other 2 aren't. I wasn't even planning on taking them, but they both asked me to get them tickets, so I did. I was so excited to go with all 3 of them. I hoped their wouldn't be any drama. But one of my friends kept complaining about me and my friend talking about troye. She told a bunch of our other friends how he wasn't even that good and we should stop talking about him. She finally stopped and started being more supportive. Now, the other girl is doing the same thing. Now I get it, fangirls can be SOOO annoying. And that is coming directly from a fangirl. I will stipulate to the fact that I get way to excited about some things. But let me just say, if you are not in my fandom, I am most likely making A concious effort not to do that around you. If i do, which I'm sure I do, I am sorry. I don't mean to do it, I just love things too much. And i would never try to force someone into loving what I love. I might say "oh, this song is really cool, you should give it a listen" or "this singer is really good, you should check them out." But I wouldn't get angry at you if you don't like what I like. That is why I didn't intend to invite those 2 friends to the concert.
Update: one of my friends just bailed on the concert.
I'm so confused, like I hope I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't even invite these girls, they asked me to get them tickets.