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Out with the old

I have been noticing a pattern in my life recently. I mean, i have been doing this for a long time, but i just now am realizing it. Whether it be with clothing, music, food, or even people, i have this out with the old, in with the new mentality with life. Let me explain, give an example.
Me and my friend were not close this summer, since he had just moved to town. We found out at a party that we had some common interests, but he seemed very exited about everything; very loud and happy. Most of my friends are super bruting, so i wasn't used to his enthusiasm. But we hung out in groups a couple times. Apperently, he really trusted me, becasue in october, he told he was gay. I was he first person he told, so whether he knew it or not, i knew i had some type of commitment to him now. I promised him i would be with him every step of the way. We were completly inseparable for the next couple months; when we weren't together, we were texting. It got to the point where everyone in the school was convinced we were dating. But in reality, i was helping him get slowly come out as gay to our entire friend group. He was doing amazing, and i was so proud of him.
I write in this "journal" to sort out what i am thinking, and figure out if i have problems or not, and how to fix them. One issue i have always had, is if i use something to much, i will get sick of it and never want it again. I buy a new shirt, i wear it a ton, then i start to hate it. I try a new drink or food, consume it in large amounts, and suddenly hate it. Its like when a song gets overplayed on the radio, and then everyone hates it, exept i do it with EVERYTHING. I dont know if other people do this, but i hope so. But back to my friend.
As i mentioned earlier, he is very easily exited and loud, and sometimes i can find it a bit irritating. It doesn't mean I don't love him, but sometimes i want to duct tape his mouth shut. I know, im moody as fuck, but maybe im not the only one.
As he started coming out to more people, he started letting his flamboyant personality show through more. Which is so wonderful, but the thing is, he tends to have the same out with the old mentality that i do. He doesn't ignore people, he just gets obsessed with people, and then he obsesses for a while and moves on to another. Since i was the first person he did this with, i was replaced a while ago, and then the next person was too. And so on. Now this would be fine, i dont really prefer attention most of the time, so its cool. But the problem is, he has trouble handling honesty, and he can get quite hostile. He calls me a lot of names and acts quite mean, and i know he is very nice and it is just general sass, but it can get pretty annoying at times. I am not the only one who noticed this; half of my friend group os experiencing this with him also. Sometimes i just want to kill him! But I won't (obviously)
I guess what it comes down to is some people are worth waiting and working for, and he is one of them. He is a really great person, he is just finding himself. So i will stick with him until he doesn't want me anymore, or forever if he never gets sick of me.
Love you boo :) (i can't say your name, but you know who you are)
And i guess it wouldnt be an entry for me if i didnt get really deep and intelectual. So here goes:
The out with old mentality is normal for people, but the reality is, we are both infinantly old and new at the same time. Even if we live to grow old, we will never be ad old as the people who lived thousands of years before us, and no matter how young we are, we will always be much older than the people that will live thousands of years after we are gone. All we have is the present, so lets play some happy music, dance, and enjoy being new.