I've been struggling lately to be okay, mostly just feeling emotional and a tad helpless because of the mass shooting in orlando, which was crazy sad and I'm sure incredibly jarring to everyone involved and or in the loop, which is pretty much everyone. Its hard to wake up and hear that 50 LGBT+ people were shot that morning. It really is.
So I've been feeling pretty drained, and I guess it's because I just finished my sophomore year of high school, which is crazy. I remember when I was like 6 or 7, in elementary school, and my mom had to drop something off at the high school, so I went with her, and I remember saying to her, "wow! I'm going to be here in 6 years!" That is a vivid memory, and now I'm halfway done with my high school career. 2 more years until i move out of my house, which is insane because I've lived in the same place my entire life and I really can't imagine moving, but I will. This is when it gets real. I drove a car for the first time today, I'm getting my permit, my license, hopefully a job, and this is the year things really start to matter in terms of me getting into college. I really have to start considering my options, and that is scary, but I think I can handle it. I just feel okay right now, maybe it's because i got a little bit of sleep today. I was so insanely tired when I was out, all I wanted was a nap. And now that I took one, I feel so much better. I have some good plans for the weekend, including a party on Friday and a concert on Saturday. I love my friends and I have some good things going. And now, I'm going to get some sleep. But I wanted to update, just to say that I'm doing okay.
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NezařaditelnéIf you have chosen to read this, thank you. I hope i can relate to things going on in your life and give some insight on how to get through hard situations. All stories are true, all thoughts are mine. -Sarah
