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Responsibility

So. Hi.
Today is February 18th, and tomorrow, I will be putting my courses into powerschool for my JUNIOR YEAR of high school. Wow, where tf is my life going??
So I've gotten most of my recomendations, but now it's time to stop and think. This coming year is a big year! This is the year of school that all the colleges look at! This is the summer when I will be legally able to get a job, and get my permit and drivers license! What?? I can't even put into words how much that is, I won't try. I try not to think about it. For a 15 year old who has never driven or worked a real job, these kinds of responsibilities are a bit horrifying. But I want a job, I always have. I just have to make sure that I plan my school schedule accordingly. I'm already set up for 1 AP class, three honors classes, and a college prep class. Fancy fancy terminology. Then electives. Then activities. Then work, and drivers education, and sleep. The first month and a half of summer will be mostly my only free time for the next year. The moment I turn 16 (July 30th) I'm getting my permit, taking drivers ed, and applying for jobs. Now, if you are thinking what I'm thinking, this sounds horrible. But actually, it really isn't as bad as it sounds. My house is a bit explosive, plus i am a very social person. The problem is, my mom is working a lot of the time, my dad is recovering from another surgery, and I can't drive. So when I get my license, I will be able to go out and do more of the things that I want to do. With the job, my friend is recommending me to work where she works. It's this adorable little cafe/restaurant 3 minutes from our houses; I spend so much time that I'm on a first name basis with some of the employees. It is a beautiful place, great vibe, nice people, awesome food. It will be an easy way to earn money and have a nice workplace to do it in.
But back to my junior year, I have a bit of an issue. I really love art, like visual art. My favorite thing to do is draw. But the problem is, I am a sophomore and I'm already taking the highest level of drawing class there is. I have nowhere to go that would be more advanced, and I want to keep challenging myself. So i have a couple options, but nothing more challenging then the class i am in currently. I will figure it out though, I am already looking into a figure drawing class for the spring and an art intensive for the summer. Thanks for listening to my rant. I will go avoid smaller responsibilities that I have right now, like homework.