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I was just reading over my chapter that I published in March called low, and in the paragraph I said that I wrote the chapter so I could look back and think that I couldn't remember feeling the way I felt when I wrote that chapter. We'll to be honest, I still remember how I felt back then in March, but I am so far from it now. I not only see the light at the end of the tunnel, I am only a couple steps from it. And right now, the tunnel is not that dark in the first place.
I remember the low place I was in back in march, I remember lying on the floor of my parents bathroom with tears in my eyes, feeling so empty and helpless. But I don't feel that way anymore. I feel tired, exhausted, done with school, and a bit drained and stressed, but I am full of excitement for the things I have coming up in the near future. First of all, have I mentioned that i am a theatre kid?
I love music and art more than anything in this world. They make my life complete, they fill me with excitement and joy and love, and I am exploring so many new opportunities with them. My show choir is doing the little mermaid in a week, so we have rehearsals all week long, and I couldn't be more exited. I don't really even have a roll, but I absolutely love being able to sing and dance on stage with the people that I love and watch them perform so amazingly. It is so fulfilling and great. Auditions for show choir next year are a month from now. I can't wait
Right now, the art room in my school is my happy place. It is where I spend most of my time in school, it is where I feel the most relaxed, and it is where I can do what I want to do and create what I want to create. My art teacher is amazing; so kind and innovative. I have discovered so many new art techniques and skills since I have been in his class, so many tools I can use to make art. It is a whole new world really. This week we are getting together as art club in town over from where I live, and we get to repaint the mural on the side of a building in town. I am so exited to get to be a part of such a cool project. I feel so lucky. Art and music don't really ever get the spotlight in my school, art especially. Right now there is a project in art where people bring in old chairs and the art students completely redecorate them. Me and my friend Faith made one. I told my global studies teacher about this, because she had no idea what it was.
That's okay though. Art is the un-sung hero of my high school, half the people in my grade don't even know where the art hallway is. But that's what makes it special; only the people that are dedicated and have a passion and love for art can experience all that my school has to offer.
All the things that are going on make me so exited, except for final exams, projects, make up work, tests, end of the year prep. I am stressed out of my mind. I have 10 homework assignments to do tomorrow! But soon, it will be time for parties and relaxation, time for summer.
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Hey guys:)
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Two updates in one night?? What??
I was feeling inspired :)
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Sorry for all the sappy emotional stuff in the last update, I just needed to vent.
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Love you guys <3