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For my beautiful friends

This week has been incredibly hard.
My dad has been pretty sick for the past year and a half, and he also has pretty horrible depression. This week, my mom called mobile crisis because he refused to see his doctor, and he was hospitalized. He was so angry and when i talked to him he sounded like a completely different person. I found out yesterday that he had tried to kill himself and almost succeeded two days ago.
I asked my mom last night if he was going to die and she told me she hoped not.
My family is going through the ringer, my sister with her insane mental issues and my dad with his and also his physical illness, and my parents are also getting divorced. I try not to voice when I'm on the verge of a breakdown because my mom always has to deal with that with my sister, and she needs some sanity. So this is for my friends.
Bread stans,
you guys are insanely amazing and beautiful. when i told you what was going on, i was overwhelmed with the amount of support i got from all of you. It was everything i needed. I love you guys more than the world and I sincerely don't know what i would do without you all. You guys deserve the world, please take care of yourselves and love yourselves and do the things that make you happy and ask for help when you need it, because if anything ever happened to any of you, I don't know how i would function. You mean everything to me. Thank you for your continuous, amazing support and love and laughs and everything in between. I'm always here for you guys too. Thank you for keeping me afloat. I love you.