Delirium sets in and attacks my thoughts
an entire weakness pins me to the mattress and I can't move anymore
but my mind races like a horse on a track
like a shooting star through the sky
like a runner in a race
my eyelids and metal
my ears are telephones
my mind is exhausted
and yet my fingers type away at this keyboard
i so desperately crave for the black peaceful night to sweep me away into another world
where I can escape the reality of my normal world for a couple centuries
but instead I lay
slave to my thought
and the chemical composition that keeps me up and lets me feel my heartbeat shake my chest and my pulse pound in my feet
my vision blurrs like a window on a rainy day
like a camera lens out of focus
like a student in biology class
and i ask myself
why
why am I not wrapped in the arms of the one who says that anything is possible
who holds my hand and drags me down the rabbit hole
who does things that I don't understand
because they don't make sense
but sometimes those things are better then the things in my concious mind
i want to sleep.
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RandomIf you have chosen to read this, thank you. I hope i can relate to things going on in your life and give some insight on how to get through hard situations. All stories are true, all thoughts are mine. -Sarah
