I hate you from the bottom of my heart

Part 41: Tell me the truth Dabi

I am going to try something new. Dabi's thoughts Tomura's thoughts

Nobody's POV

Tomura continued "I found a bed heater, mud footsteps around the backdoor and the smell of alcohol on you. You were also apologizing and talking shit the whole time. So where were you Dabi?!" 'What are you hiding?' His voice got serious. "I-I was out doing stuff for the League." 'SHIT!!' He raised one of his nearly non-existing eyebrow. He spoke in a tone which made it clear that he didn't buy it "In the middle of the night? After Natsu told you to rest?" He sighed and let go of Dabi's face.

His voice spoke again, this time filled with disappointment as he played with his fingers "Dabi, is there something you are not telling me...or someone?" The man with purple scars lifted his body up and grabbed his lover's face "There is nothing I swear!" his voice was louder than he wanted it to 'Please believe me!' Tomu's sad crimson eyes focused on him "You are lying again, right?" "NO, I am not! Please believe me. You are the only one for me!" Shigaraki looked away unable to bear the others look 'Why, why are you lying, just tell me the truth. I can take it...'

Tomura freed himself from Dabi's grip. He now raised his voice "Do you even hear yourself Dabi!" 'Just fucking tell me!' 'Tomura..' Shigaraki crawled away from Dabi backwards and continued "Just tell me Dabi, who is it?!" Tears rolled down the man's pale face which he simply wiped away with his sleeve. Dabi came closer again "Please, Tomura! There is no one! I fucking love you more than anything." His desperate voice got soft at the end.

The man's voice yelled back "I trusted you Dabi!!-" he looked into the other's shining aquamarine eyes. "I thought we had something..." this came out hushed. 'I thought you were the one...' Dabi replied "Please, I-I can explain." 'Tomura, please...I beg you, you misunderstood the situation. I would never do such a thing to you.' The dark heavy feeling spread in his chest 'I regret this, no everything. All of it. You and me Dabi...all the stuff we did...'

Tomura said softer this time "Is it because I am hideous?" The male grabbed his hair 'Am I really that ugly...that unlovable' "It's my skin, isn't it??" 'It's beautiful!!' "My eyes?" 'No, I 've never seen anything in such a magnificent shade of crimson' My bod-" 'Enough!!' Dabi interrupted the male by grabbing his white button up and shoving him closer to him.

'What?!' Dabi blurted out "Stop it!! Why would you think that!! You are beautiful, the most outstanding and gorgeous creature to ever walk on this planet!" The man grabbed on his neck "Your skin may be dry but it is so fantastic and special. It may have scars, but they all tell stories, it's the thing that makes your beauty so special and unique." He now gently fondled the other's left cheek. "And your eyes are the most phenomenal shade of crimson. Like crystals of everlasting beauty and wisdom." 'You are perfect in my eyes...'

Tomura's cheeks showed a faint blush. He then took the other's hands and detached them from his body. The man then got a little distance between them as he looked up to the other. "If you think that way, then please tell the truth." Dabi looked away 'Is it okay like this..what about Twice?' 'Why are you silent...did you not mean it...' A cold feeling replaced the pleasant one instantly. "Why are you silent Dabi?" Shigaraki's voice sounded so bitter now "Were you lying?" 'NO, no I-' "I swear it was nothing that could influence our relationship!" Dabi yelled out.

"Then where the fuck were you Dabi!!" Tomura yelled, his voice almost cracked near the end. Dabi took in a deep breath 'Alright, shit, fine.' "I was out doing stuff for the League." "THERE YOU GO AGAIN!!" He yelled as he turned his face away and wanted to stay up from the bed. This time Dabi yelled "Then what do you think I was doing!" Tomura stopped in his movement and lifted his head up mad "Is that really your question!! Really! What do you think genius!" He spit the words out, each one with disbelieve and a faint of disgust.