Broken Promises

Every story has two sides

Lizzie's POV

I was on my day off, I planned to go to LA but I think it's better if I stay here and rest a little, I saw the pictures Y/N posted on Instagram she is in Rio de Janeiro, well I think she was in Rio and now she is in another place and that's why she posted that she was on Rio, the pictures she posted are amazing, she is literally a good photographer, I just wish she would have told me that she wanted to travel around the world and I will go with her

I was on my bed, wanting to have a lazy day eating junk food and ice cream I know is too depressive but it's how I feel, I feel depressed and I missed Y/N a lot, I know it is all my fault because I didn't talk with her instead I cheated on her. The twins scolded me about it, they called me and told me why I did it, I explained everything to them and they seem to be less mad with me, they also told me they talked with Y/N and that she sounded bad. They also suggested me to talk to Y/N and tell her the truth

I really want to tell her but I mean she doesn't want to talk with me, I can't contact her and I can't see her because she is not here, and Scarlett told me that she was doing better. I think she is better without me, Scarlett didn't tell me that but I know it, I hurt her so many times and now she is happy traveling around the world, making her dream come true. If I'm honest I'm happy for her, I know she is not with me but she is happy and if she is happy I am happy, I know I'm not feeling well right now but I have to be fine, and I need to start thinking that Y/N won't come back with me

I was eating my ice cream while I let my tears fall, when I heard a knock on the door, I didn't stand up Y/N used to say that if we don't stand up and open the door they will go away and assume no one is home, I miss her so much. It didn't work though they knocked again making me groan, I stand up and walked to open the door, as I am walking I am wiping my tears. I opened the door and I looked at her confused "What are you doing here? I thought you needed to work today" I told her and she shook her head

I wasn't planning to let her in but she got in anyways "Lizzie I love you but did you shower today? You stink" she said and I chuckle "No I didn't shower today, I wanted to be alone" I told her "And being alone means don't take care of yourself" Scarlett said and I groaned "I don't stink you are being dramatic, I'm depressed" I told her and she scoffed "You are depressed so what you were eating ice cream and junk food while you cry" she said and I just stayed in silence "Oh you were doing that, and I'm being dramatic" she said and I huffed "What do you want Scar? I'm not in the mood" I told her and she sighed "Well I did a lot of favors to you right?" She said and I nod "Well I need a favor and you can't tell me no" she said "Okay, what do you need?" I asked her "I need you to tell me the truth" she requested

I don't know if she is talking about why I cheated on Y/N or if she is talking about other thing, "What are you talking about?" I decided to play it dumb "You need to tell me why you cheated on Y/N" she said and I sighed "Why?, it doesn't matter anymore, I already lost her" I told her and she scoffed "But I need to know, I can't stop thinking why, I mean yo two were so happy together" she said and I looked at her "Why you care about it? I thought you had feelings for her now it is a good time for you to tell her what you feel" I told her and she chuckle "I don't have feelings for her and I started seeing someone" she said "Oh really and who is this someone" I asked her trying to change the subject "Don't change the subject and tell me, you owe it to me" she said

I took a big breath but nod "Let's go sit" I told her as I walk to the couch "I don't know where to start" I told her avoiding her gaze I can't tell her this while I look at her "Take your time Lizzie" she said. I know I need to tell her she has helped me a lot and even put in danger her friendship with Y/N for me, she deserves the true, "So when Y/N and I returned from London I started getting a lot of hate people start telling me awful things and they started insulting Y/N too, you know how anxious I get when I receive hate, I tried to don't let it affect me but after the premiere in LA the hate started more and more that I was thinking on leaving Y/N" I stopped to take a breath I don't want to have an episode right now "But you should have told Y/N not cheated on her" Scarlett said "I haven't finished" I told her "Oh sorry" she apologized