Broken Promises

You're not what others think about you

Y/N's POV

Today Scarlett and I will go talk with the director and some producers including Kevin Feige. I'm a little bit nervous because I know I already knew Feige but I mean working for Marvel it is for sure so amazing, so it's normal to be a little nervous I mean they offered me to be the head of photography, that's a big deal. The only bad thing is that I will make me a lot of spoilers but I think it's better when you see the full movie

I'm having breakfast, Scarlett should be here in any minute, and she told me that if I'm not ready when she arrives she will leave me here, and she won't go with me, so I'm doing everything so fast, I don't want Scarlett to punch me just like she likes to do. As I'm having breakfast Lizzie called me

L: Hey Good Morning

Me: Good Morning, are you in set?

L: Yeah I'm having a little break, what are you doing?

Me: I'm having breakfast, Scarlett will come and then we will go to talk to the producers

L: Oh are you going today?

Me: Yeah I mean I think it's better if they know now that I accept

L: You are right, tell me everything when you finished

Me: I will, Do you know at what time you are going to finish today?

L: No, I don't know yet, but if I get out earlier I will let you know

Me: Yes thanks, Scar is already here, have a good day

L: Bye baby

I hung up "It was Lizzie?" Scarlett asked and I nod "Yeah, how did you get in?" I asked her "You never lock your door, and you don't get to complain about me getting inside without knocking you get into my house without knocking a lot of times" she said and I chuckle "I wasn't going to tell you anything" I told her as she grabs some cereal "When I finish this we are leaving" she said and I nod "I will go grab something from my room and then we can leave, Do I need to bring my camera?" I asked her "Yeah and some pictures you have took" she said and I nod as I walked away

I grabbed everything I needed and then went downstairs "I think I will be the one who leaves without you" I told her because she is still eating "I'm almost done, so shut up" she said making me chuckle "Are we taking your car or mine?" I asked her "Mine because I'm driving" she said and I nod "Good then let's go" I told her as she stands up "I'm coming" she said as we start walking out

We got in the car "So should I be nervous?" I asked her and she looked at me confused "No, why?, I mean they just want to tell you all the privacy policy and all that stuff" she said and I nod "But what if people start saying that I don't deserve the job and that just because I have friends in the industry I got the job, and that I just use you and all of that" I started ramble "Hey, do not listen to them, they don't know you, you are not what people say or think you are, you deserve the job and you earned it, I just showed them your photos and they really liked them so stop questioning yourself" she said and I'm a little bit calmer

She is right I earned this, I mean Scarlett of course did help me but I was the one who took the photos they liked, they were the ones who offered me the job because they liked my photos, I have been telling Lizzie to not let the bad comments affect her, so I should follow my own advice, I can't let the bad comments affect me nor want people think about

We arrived and I haven't get out of the car, "Why are you still nervous?" Scarlett asked me "I don't know I just can't help but feel nervous" I told her "Y/N you are amazing you deserve this, let's go" she said and I took a big breath. I mean working for Marvel is amazing, I would have never imagined me working in my favorite movies, I know I will just film some stuff and take pictures but still