Broken Promises

I wish you were here with me

Lizzie's POV

It has been 3 days since Y/N left, we haven't get the results and I am so fucking worried, the doctor told us that they would send us the results in a week and it has been almost a month since we went to make us the tests, I'm thinking on calling her but I'm afraid that if I call her she will give me bad news and my lover is not here to calm me down. I'm now on my trailer with Bo "Should we call mama" I told him and he stood up and started moving his tail, I'm going to call her

Y/N: Hi love

Me: Hey baby, are you busy

Y/N: For you never, where are you?

Me: I'm on set, they gave us a break and I miss you so we decided to call you

Y/N: We?

Me: Yep our son is here with me, I felt bad leaving him at home because I'm arriving super late

Y/N: I get it, I'm glad you two are together, but I know something is bothering you, care to share with me

Me: It's nothing

Y/N: Princess I know you

Me: I want to call the doctor and ask her about our results it has been almost a month since they made us the tests, we should have them by now and I want to call the doctor but I am afraid she will tell me bad news

Y/N: Do you want me to call her?

Me: No no, I mean I'm just scared to call her but I know that if you call her you will get upset but act strong for me and I don't want that

Y/N: So what do you want to do? Maybe we can wait until I'm home and we call her together

Me: When will you be home?

Y/N: Uhm maybe on Monday, or Tuesday, but I'm doing everything I can for me to go on Monday but I might be arriving at night

Me: You have a lot of things to do?

Y/N: Yeah I have but it's cool, I'm working at night to get the job done earlier

Me: Please take care of yourself

Y/N: Yes baby, you too, and tell me if you decide to call the doctor ok

Me: I will

We continue talking for a couple of minutes until she needed to go, I really hope she comes in Monday, I can't wait more time, I need to know why the fuck we don't have our results and if it's something wrong with us, maybe there is something wrong with me or with Y/N or maybe there is something wrong with both of us and they haven't tell us anything, I'm getting so anxious about it

I continue filming, I love the cast I really do but sometimes I miss Paul, it's so weird being filming with marvel without him being here making jokes, I really love working with him. I have to be honest it's kind of better when Y/N comes set with me, she makes me feel less alone, I mean I love spending time with the cast but I think we need to bond more, with the ones I have already bond it's the kids and with Benedict

I was filming a scene when someone came in and told me there was someone waiting for me, I don't know who it can be, I mean I have hope that it can be Y/N but I know that's impossible, because she is in Italy, she doesn't sound sad I mean I know she loves being in Italy, I mean there is where she grew up of course she loves being there, I can't believe that Sofia decided to leave Italy to be closer to her children, I mean I guess it must be hard to be away from you children