Broken Promises

We hide the pain from the ones we love

Lizzie's POV

October 26

Today is the second day Y/N is at the house, she is hiding her pain from me, I know it hurts her so much, it hurts her more at nights, some nights I feel that she stands up from bed because the pain is so much, she hasn't sleep well, I have tried to help her but she says to me that she is fine and it is nothing, that the pain will go away, she also says that she is not in so much pain, which I know is a total lie

I woke up this morning and thank god she was sleeping, it hurts me to see her so tired and that she pretends she is fine just to not worry me, so I gave her a forehead kiss and then stood up carefully, before leaving I looked down at her, I hope she gets a good sleep. I walked to the bathroom did my morning routine, because my beautiful girlfriend was still sleeping I decided to go downstairs to make breakfast

I'm going to prepare her favorite breakfast, as I was taking all the things I need I got a call, it's from Paul

Me: Hey Paul what's up?

P: Hi Lizzie sorry for bothering you, I know you are going through a lot right now

Me: Don't worry Paul, tell me how can I help you?

P: I'm just calling you to tell you that we might start filming next week

Me: So soon? Why? I thought it was going to be until November

P: Yeah well Lizzie next week will be November, they want to start as soon as possible

Me: Fuck, uhm I will have to think about it, I mean I don't want to leave Y/N she just got out of the hospital she needs me

P: Yes I know Liz, maybe you can talk with Feige about it

Me: Yeah I've got to think and talk with Y/N of course

P: Anyways I was just calling you for that, I hope Y/N gets better soon

Me: Thank you Paul

I hung up and sighed frustrated, what am I going to do, I can not leave her, I know we still have a week together but I do not think she will be fine in a week, I can see how much pain she feels, and well she can't take a lot of painkillers so yeah she is in a lot of pain, and well I don't want to leave her alone while I go and film the new show. I've got a lot to think about, I also need to tell Y/N I know what she will tell me but still I need to tell her and make sure what does she want

I continue making the pancakes and while they were ready I started making some coffee, I know because she can't sleep well and because she hates the mornings she is grumpy, even if I love my grumpy Y/N, I don't want her to be grumpy. I finished making the pancakes, some for her and some other for me. I went to the room, hoping Y/N is awake, I do not want to wake her up, but I know that if she doesn't wake up her pancakes will get cold

When I entered our room, she was still sleeping, I think I will have to wake her up, she already slept an hour more and I really want her to eat this pancakes. I put the food on the nightstand and started kissing Y/N's face, leaving soft kisses on her face, I noticed that she smile, so that means she is not in so much pain, or she might be pretending, "Wake up beautiful, I made breakfast" I told her "What did you make?" She asked me with her raspy voice "I made your favorite" I told her and she opened one eye to see if I'm saying the truth, when she saw that she couldn't look at the food, she opened both of them and smile at me "Hi" she said making me smile "Good Morning" I told her as I lean down to peck her lips "We need to eat now" I told her and she nods