Broken Promises

Life goes faster than you think

Lizzie's POV

The holidays went amazing, I was insanely happy, I mean I don't know why but in this holidays I really had a great time, and the thing that excited me the most, is that the next Christmas we will have our baby, I really can't wait to meet him, and Y/N she is so excited too I think she is even more excited, I mean she really wants to meet our son, and what I love the most is that she talks to him everyday, sometimes she gets emotionally when she thinks I'm sleeping and I am not listening but in fact I do listen

We have to return to Texas today, we have been staying with my mom but it's time for us to go back to Texas because I need to continue filming, Y/N is still worried about it and my mom is now worried too, I know that Y/N supports me on whatever I decide and I decided to continue working, but that doesn't mean she is very happy with my decision, but she respects it

I was packing some of our things, Y/N already packed and she did pack my things but I want to take some stuff that I have here to Texas, as I was doing it the bell door rang making me confused, my mom is not here, Y/N and I are the only ones in the house, I went downstairs knowing that Y/N probably opened the door already. As soon as I approached the door I saw Robbie "They are looking for you" Y/N said as she walks past me "Y/N" I whispered to calm her down but she was already out of sight it is like she ran away

I approached Robbie and let him come in "Wow you are pregnant" he pointed out and I nod "I am" I confirmed and he smile "I'm happy for you Lizzie" he said and I smile back at him "Thanks Robbie" I told him. I know that Y/N doesn't like us to work together and when I first told her about Robbie and I writing a children's book she wasn't so happy about it, and when Robbie and I started writing it Y/N would disappeared she said that it was better that if she doesn't know when Robbie is with me

Robbie feels so sorry about what happened a couple of years ago and he has apologized plenty of times but well my wife it's still a little bit mad about it, if I'm honest I understand her I mean for what she has told me, she really had a hard time when we split up and I did too but Y/N almost got into depression so yeah it's hard for her to forgive Robbie. He has been very understanding but I really would like them to get along, Robbie is a good guy and well now that our book is ready and the date for the release is getting closer, I really want my wife to support me

I know she will, I mean every time I talk to her about our book she listens to me closely and she said she is very proud of me, I know she doesn't feel comfortable about the fact that I wrote a book with Robbie and that that book talks about our anxieties, and the tools we use, I mean Y/N doesn't understand that she is my worry detective and that she has helped me with my anxiety a lot, she has been the person who has helped me the most but she doesn't realize that she thinks Robbie and I have a special connection because our anxiety is so similar but what she doesn't realize is that the only one who can calm me down when I'm having a panic attack is her

I finished talking with Robbie about some details about our book, he is worried about my pregnancy and that the book will be out in June and well I will have my baby, and my baby will need my full attention, I assure him that he has nothing to worry about, because I will be there for my baby and wife but I will not drop my projects, nor my job, and the good thing is that Y/N will support me so I will not be so stressed, at least I hope I will not. "Do you know the gender?" He asked me and I nod "We know, but Y/N and I want to keep it as a secret" I told him "It looks like she likes to keep everything as a secret" he said

I didn't like his comment so much "It's not that I mean is a decision that we both made, and I'm happy about it, I didn't want anyone to know that I am pregnant and now I want to keep the gender as a secret" I explained him "Oh no I didn't mean it in a bad way I mean I know that because of your job well it's so fucking hard to have privacy and I understand that well you both want to keep your baby safe" he said and I nod "Yeah that's what we want" I told him. Y/N came and she saw Robbie and then at me, I know she trusts me but I also know she gets insecure sometimes