Broken Promises

Stay where your heart beats a little faster

Y/N's POV

April

The holidays went better than I expected, Lizzie was a little upset about the fact that his dad didn't give her a hug or act happy, the good thing is that I talked to him, we had a very nice chat, and he congratulated her daughter the way he should have done it in the first place. We decided to stay in New York for New Years too, and we brought my mom to New York, we had a very big New Years and it was actually beautiful, I liked it a lot and Lizzie too

We came back to Atlanta, and started working harder on the show but Marvel sent us home in March because of a big virus called COVID, we are now in LA, Lizzie has been more anxious because this virus ruined everything, we can't leave our houses, and well our wedding was planned to be in May so yeah we might can't get married and Lizzie is very upset about that

We spent her birthday in Atlanta, we didn't do anything special we really just planned our wedding so yeah that's another reason why Lizzie is so upset and frustrated with this because we had already everything planned and we know we can't get married in May, I mean yeah it would be great if this virus go away and let us get married but a lot of people have died because of this and it is really very fucked up

Also Lizzie is all worried because we can't get married and she feels so old, I mean she is just 31 and if I'm honest she literally looks younger than that, she is in perfect condition and she is hot as fuck but yeah, all of this covid thing, she isn't taking it too well. At first yes she loved being her in our house together but then, I think she is getting tired of me which would be really comprehensive I mean people get tired of me

I was sitting in the grass with Bo by my side, he is a little bit big now, but not too much, he has a problem so he can't get so big but he is the fucking cutest "You think mommy is tired of me?" I asked him and he just keeps looking at me "Yeah I don't know either" I responded him and lay on the grass sighing. Not too longer before my fiancée came out too "Hi there" she said and I smile at her "Hi" I told her as I sat instead of laying, she sat next to me and pet Bo "Are you feeling better?" I asked her

This morning she was really frustrated with everything and she got a little mad with me "Yes sorry baby I just I hate everything" she said as she puts her head on my shoulder, "Even me?" I asked her pouting "You know I love you" she said and I sighed "Are you tired of me? I mean we have been stuck in her for a month it's understandable if you are tired of me" I told her and she moved to look at me, she sat in my lap and cupped my face "Y/N Mancini, never think like that, I could never get tired of you, I know I have been hard, but it just, our wedding is ruined and we don't know when this will end and that makes harder for us to continue with our future, the future we have been planning, I mean I am 31 I'm getting old what if when we get married and decide we want kids I can't have them because of my age, I want to carry at least one baby" she explained to me

I kissed her forehead "I have told you, you are not old my love, maybe we can have babies first and then get married?" I suggested her "No, I want to get married first" she decided and I nod, I have to think about something "So the wedding we were planning to not be that big right, I mean we didn't have a very long list, we just want some friends and family" I said and she nods "Ok I will think about something, we might have to wait a few months though" I told her and she nods sighing "I know and maybe years" she said as she hugs me tighter "I don't think years maybe we can wait for things to get calm a little, have a little wedding with just our closest friends and family" I suggested her

She smile at me, I think I gave her a good idea "I really like that idea baby, we wait just a little for things to calm down and we get married" she said and I nod smiling "Yep" I told her and she kissed me "Maybe we can start trying for babies" she mumbled against my lips and I laughed making us break the kiss "You do know it doesn't work like that right?" I asked her and she nods laughing "I get if you don't want to try" she said and I stood up carrying her to the lounge we had outside