Broken Promises

We must not let the past affect us.

Y/N's POV

Lizzie and I will be going to London, she needs to film this new Marvel movie, it's the doctors strange 2, she will just have three days off and then we will have to fly to London and she will start filming it, she will be Wanda for a couple of months more, she doesn't mind but she did tell me that she is a little bit tired, and this whole Jackson thing doesn't help her at all, the other day Jackson went to set again and Lizzie got jealous, not like the other time but she still got jealous, and when we came home we had a lot of rough sex, it seems that it helps her to reassure her that I'm only hers which I am

Jackson keeps texting me and asking me why I am with Lizzie, I always answer him the same thing, I am in love with her and she makes me the happiest person alive , he said that Lizzie was possessive and if I'm honest I know that but it's one of the things I love about her, I love when she gets jealous because that means she really loves me, as you can see I'm a person with trust issues I always doubt myself and I always doubt when someone say that they love me, and Lizzie shows me that she loves me everyday

Jackson is not being so intense and he hasn't done anything he is still the sweet guy I met 6 years ago, but he is not the sweetest, Lizzie takes that place, she is the sweetest and the best and the cutest, she is the one I love the most and I have told him that I'm going to marry her, he got upset because he came back to win me back I told him to stop fighting for me because I was starting to get mad, he was just bringing problems between Lizzie and I, Lizzie is so insecure as well and one of my ex came here to win me back and that ex loves my family and my family loves him back of course she would be insecure

She is trying to control her jealousy, and I have trying to keep myself away from Jackson, I know I used to be her friend but everything changed, he is different I am different even if we try to be friends I don't think it will work out, and being a couple again I know that's impossible, I love Lizzie with my whole heart, she is the one for me, I can't live without her, she became a part of me, without her I am sure I would not survive, I am in love with her, I'm attached to her, I know being attached with someone it's not so good but with Lizzie I don't care at all

I was on the garden and it makes me confused not seeing Lizzie here, I mean she has been inside the house, maybe she is tired, today they gave us a day off because they need to set some details about the tv show so they told them not to go today. I left everything I was doing and prepared her a blueberry with strawberries smoothie, and walked to our bedroom. When I entered I found her crying, so I run and put the smoothie down to see what happen "Liz baby are you ok? Are you hurt?" I asked her as I check her body to see if she is injured "Talk to me please my love" I requested her but she keeps crying

As soon as I saw and make sure that she wasn't physically hurt I engulfed her in my arms, letting her take out everything she is feeling "Shshsh whatever is happening I know it will be alright I'm here always, I love you mi amor" I whispered sweet things in her ear as I rub up and down her back. She calmed down and pulled apart slightly "I messed your shirt" she said as she wipes away her tears "I don't care my love, I just care that you are fine" I told her as I cup her face to wipe gently her tears away

I don't know if she will want to talk about it but I need to try it, I mean I don't want to see her cry I want to be able to help her "Can you tell me what happened?" I asked her sweetly "You will think it's stupid, I think it's stupid" she said and I shook my head "I'm sure it is not, it's how you are feeling and I'm sure it is not stupid my love, so please can you tell me" I told her and she nods "I have been getting a lot of hate people are being so mean and I just I can't keep reading those rude messages" she said as she starts to cry again "I think I will close my social media" she said, I wonder what are people telling her but I don't think I want to know