Broken Promises

Sometimes a heart can't afford to be just friends

Y/N's POV

Lizzie and I were sitting, talking about what is she scared of, and she admitted that she is scared of what people will say, I told her that it was fine and that we should work on that and we shouldn't let it affect us. "Isn't it weird that we are talking about this at a party?" I asked Lizzie and she chuckle "I really wanted to tell you all of that so I don't care" she said and I laughed "Lizzie I really need to know if you will dumped me if we get hate or of what people will say about us" I told her and she sighed "I really don't know Y/N" I told her and I nod "I will go grab something" I told her and stand up

I can't trust her or be with her if I will have to take the risk of being dumped by her again and get hurt when she does it. I get she is afraid but we can't be together until she is not afraid of that and until she is sure she won't dumped me and until I stop being afraid of being hurt by her, but I think in every relationship we are afraid if our partner will hurt us. Ugh this is so difficult, I want to be with her but what if we get together again and we broke up again I don't think neither of us will be able to g we through that again 

I didn't return with Lizzie, I stayed with Tom "Did you two have a fight?" He asked me and I shrugged "I don't know" I told him "Everything will get better Y/N" he said and I chuckle "I don't think so Tommy, everything is so messed up, we both are afraid of a lot of things and I'm not really sure I'm willing to get back with her knowing she can hurt me again" I told him "Why would she hurt you?" He asked "Because she cares a lot of what people say" I sighed "I think every actor or actress care about that too, we just need not to let it affect us" he said and I chuckle "I think that too but Lizzie is still scared to be with me and I think she can't help but let it affect her" I told him and he hummed "Do you want me to talk with her?" He suggested and I shook my head "I think she needs time to know what she wants" I said and walked away

I walked out to take some air and I can feel someone is behind me so I turned to see who it is "Are you ok?" Scarlett asked me and I shrugged "I know we talked about this earlier but do you think Lizzie and I really should be together again?" I asked her and she sighed "I don't know Y/N but what I do know it's that she made you so happy and you made her happy as well" she told me and I nod "Yeah but every happy thing on my life ends so what if that already ended" I told her "I don't think so, I can still see the smile you put when you see her and how without even realizing you always are searching for her" she said and I chuckle "I don't know what to do Scar" I told her and she sighed "We should drink" she said, took my hand and lead me inside

We started drinking but I stopped I don't want to get drunk tonight. Lizzie saw me and walked toward me "You didn't come back" she said and I nod "Yeah sorry about that" I apologized "Y/N I know I told you I didn't know if I would leave you if we get hate but I was thinking while you were gone that it might affect me but I might have you there with me and we might get through it together and if I have you by my side we can figure it out together" she said and I smile at her "Yeah I was thinking that too, maybe if we do it together we can get through everything" I told her and she nods, but before we could say something else Brie came "Hey I need to show you something" she said and I nod "Don't worry Lizzie she and I are just friends I will bring her back to you" she told Lizzie after dragging me

Lizzie's POV

I saw how Brie dragged Y/N away from me, I can't be jealous Brie told me they were just friends and I trust Y/N but we are not even together so she can do anything she wants, but maybe she won't, I'm sure she won't. I know I'm scared we get hate if we get back together but Y/N is right I tend to put everything first over Y/N and I should start prioritizing her more just like she prioritize me, she is indeed the best person in my life, and I know I would be so happy if I have her with me again, like we used to, create a future together and who knows maybe build a family