Broken Promises

Everything is temporary

Lizzie's POV

October 1st

Today is the premiere of the season two of Sorry for your loss, we are ready but we are nervous to go, because somehow we will be confirming that we are together, and those men will might see the photos, I mean it will be impossible that the people don't take pictures of us, they will take pictures, so yeah I'm worried. Y/N do not look worried at all, but I know she pretends to be fine just to comfort me, she acts tough but she is scared as well. I told her not to come with me, that if she doesn't go with me they will not do anything to her there, she is thinking about it because I told her once that I get so anxious when I am alone

So yeah we are ready for the premiere and she is thinking about it "Baby, you need to tell me" I told her as I put my hand on the back of her head and start playing with the baby hairs she has "I just don't know, I mean if I go everyone will see that we are back together and I do want them to know that, but that would mean that they will know too and if they didn't know that, now you will be in real danger, but then I want to go because I want to be there for you and support you" she said pouting

I kissed her pout away "You always are with me remember, we live in each other's heart, don't get me wrong of course I want you to come with me but I think if they know you are there they will come for you and I don't want that" I told her and she chuckle "You should be worried about that they can know you are the love of my life and they can do something bad to you" she told me and I shook my head "I do not care about that baby" I told her as I kiss her cheek

I can see how she is debating herself, she sighed and looked at me "I think I will stay" she said and I nod kissing her lips "And that's fine baby" I told her smiling "But you have to text me, telling me you are ok, text me every 10 minutes because if I don't go and they know about us they can hurt you, and I won't be able to protect you if I'm here in the house" she said and I nod "They don't know about us baby, but yeah I will text you" I told her and kissed her once last time "I love you do not miss me too much" I told her "That is impossible you haven't leave and I miss you already" she said making me laugh "Be safe" she said and I nod

I left the house and my mind keep saying to me that something bad can happen to Y/N too as I am not with her, she is so stubborn that she is capable to go out for a run, or to go out to buy something, it has been so difficult to contain her home, she is so stubborn but I love my stubborn girlfriend. As soon as I arrived to the place I made sure to text Y/N to let her know that I am already here and I'm safe and sound

As soon as I got out of the car, a lot of people started shouting and taking pictures, that is one of the reasons why I love to have Y/N  here with me, she comforts me and takes my hand and she makes me feel protected. Lucky me Kelly arrived too so she came closer to me and greeted me "Hey Lizzie" she said as she hugs me "How have you been?" She asked me but there is a lot of noise so we decided to walked more

As soon as we are in a more private zone we started talking again "I'm sorry, it just out there was too noisy, and I couldn't hear you" I apologized and she nods "I have been good, with some problems" I explained her and she looked at me confused "Well first you should know that Y/N and I are back together" I told her and just like everyone she got so excited "That's so good, please do not tell me the problems are with Y/N" she said and I shook my head "Well yes but no" I told her and she looked at me more confused, so I decided to explain everything to her

She looks so concerned but she told me that she will keep an eye at our surroundings to see if someone or something strange happens. I know I should be enjoying this, but if I'm honest I prefer being at the house with Y/N and make things we use to do, the other day we baked cookies and it was so much fun, I can't wait to marry this girl, I think I will propose her on December, I know I asked her to be my girlfriend again in May and it will be just 7 months since we started dating, so yeah I'm still thinking about it, also I would like her to put a ring on my finger but I know she won't do it soon, so if I want that I will have to pressure her or I should propose her myself, as I said I do not know yet