❝Baby I don't need a man, I need Dinero & a tan!❞-Taj Romaé
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"...if yuh nuh name Dinero den mi nuh want yuh,"I say sassily.
He chuckles.
"Den how you a pree me so?" his husky voice ask as he makes...
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T A J R O M A E ᵀᴬᴶ ᴿᴼᴹᴬᴱ
I welcome this new week with open arms, feeling reinvigorated. I can't tell the last time I've felt this enthusiastic.
God, please make at least this last week be kind to me.
I've been through a lot both physically and emotionally for the past few weeks. Thankfully, I'm doing better now. Though it's a slow process.
"You a put on back yuh weight mon,"mommy says as she walks in the kitchen. She sounds relieved.
I feel at ease too.
After I've learned about my diagnosis I lost approximately ten pounds. I went in depression. Deep depression.
Especially when I found out that it has no cure and can be difficult to treat. But with my family by my side, I'm slowly feeling like myself again.
Well, sometimes I don't because it makes me wonder where we stand. As much as he's still so sweet and caring.
Truth is, I feel like I'm useless. Though I haven't said it. It's on my mind.
Zahir's passion for being a gynecologist is playing a huge role now with my condition.
He understands what's happening to me. Even more than I do and it makes me feel somewhat better.
He got a new Gynecologist for me who's ranked the best. And that too lowers my stress levels and makes it easier for me to cope.
Not only that, but Zahir takes care of all my doctor bills, offers emotional support, makes himself available for my emotional episodes, being my shoulder to cry on and just sticking by my side regardless.
I love him.
End of year exams are over and I'm ready for the Christmas festivities. It's Christmas Eve! And my excitement is simply beyond understanding.
In other words, transcendent because it's my favorite time of the year.
Even before the sun rose above the horizon, I woke up and started on the house décor. It's exciting.
Before Ocean left with Aisha we decorated the Christmas tree with ornaments and gifts on the floor. That's the part he finds enticing.
And I get it.
That's every child's favorite part of Christmas.
"You nuh tired now?" Mommy ask as I straighten the kitchen drapes. it's midday now. Of course I'm tired.
