LAN ZHAN AND WEI YING'S ETERNAL DESTINY BOOK 3

CHAPTER 53

Wei Ying's eyes opened and closed as he felt his life drain from his body, little by little. He kept looking at Lan Zhan who was looking at him with teary eyes as he saw his heart shatter right infront of him. He was yet to know why Wei Ying became like that, he felt his anger and he felt that it was directed to him but he didn't understand how and why. Wei Ying's eyes finally closed as he lost consciousness, blood seeped out of his mind while Lan Zhan was busy wiping it but still...it kept coming out. His hands were so red with Wei Ying's blood, staining his snow white robes red. He was crying but no sound came out, his tears were falling but his face still didn't show his emotions. He picked Wei Ying up and took him to the bedroom and laid him on the bed.

He quickly went to the washroom and took some white wash cloths and a basin and filled it with water and went back to his bedroom. He took off Wei Ying's robes and out them aside and started wiping his body, getting rid of all the blood that had stained his face and even his back and red robes had cloths of blood which had accumulated as the blood flowed freely from his mouth. Wei Ying was naked and even though Lan Zhan had finished wiping his body, he still didn't put robes in him. He went to the washroom to take a bath since he was also stained with Wei Ying's blood, he scrubbed it from his hands and no matter how hard he scrubbed it it wouldn't com off.

He began crying so hard that even the veins on his neck bacame visible, his eyes were kept pouring out its contents until he finally lost the strength that he had was working so hard to keep and fell to his knees and and cried. His heart was aching so much seeing Wei Ying like that, but that was t the only thing. He felt Wei Ying's pain and even in his unconscious state, his heart was still throbbing so much that Lan Zhan felt it was going to the point of breaking. Lan Zhan was someone who couldn't feel anything just like his expressions, but he had his limits, and that was when Wei Ying was involved, he couldn't bear to see him in a state like the one he was in at that time. He finally stopped crying and finally came out if the washroom an hour later. He went to his bedroom and climbed the bed and laid next to Wei Ying.

He didn't out any clothes on, he laid on the bed, facing Wei Ying's back and put his hand over him around his waist as his other hand held Wei Ying's head. He pulled Wei Ying closer to him and closed his eyes, after a few minutes of concerntrating with difficulty because if the state Wei Ying was in. His body began to light up, the blue glow covered him and the mark in his chest burned as he channeled his core power to the mark on his chest. He did that purposely so that he could feel where Wei Ying was in pain. He had passed out before telling him what was wrong with him so he did his own investigation. Because his other hand was on Wei Ying's head, he started to channel his thoughts and his memories. He felt gasped at the amount of love and hate Wei Ying felt at that moment, he wondered why he would feel that way, so he went in deeper in Wei Ying's mind and thoughts.

He found that Wei Ying's hate was directed towards him, he wondered what he did that Wei Ying hated him that much, the amount of hate he had for Lan Zhan at that moment was nit too much compared to the amount of love he had for him. Even though it was only fifteen percent of hate directed towards him, it was too much for Lan Zhan. All he wanted was for Wei Ying to love him and if Wei Ying both loved and hated him then all his efforts were for nothing. He went in deeper to find the source, his memories from the previous night when he was kidnapped by Jiang Cheng to the time when he passed out a two hours ago. He felt guilty as he felt Wei Ying's thoughts when Jiang Cheng was ontop of him, he blamed himself as he regreted what he did two and a half hours ago.

He felt his Wei Ying was disgusted by Jiang Cheng the night before, how he wished he could hurt him so putting him through so much pain all these years and he was still not stopping even when he had moved away from him. He wishes he could live with Lan Zhan because only with Lan Zhan was he able to become himself, he didn't need to hide all his pain from him with a smile, he didn't need to pretend everything was alright, but above all...he felt loved, trully loved by Lan Zhan and cared for by Lan Xichen, he felt that he how lucky he was to have found that kind if family who lived him for who he was and didn't want to changed him, and even though he had evil powers, Lan Zhan always supported him and had never once felt disgusted by his powers or anything he did. He always supported him and even went against his uncle so that he could remain as he was.