Surviving Heartbreak

Walking On Glass

With you, nothing is clear—

Everything about you, about us,

Is a puzzle I can't solve. 

One day you want me,

The next, I don't even exist.

We're not friends, not lovers,

But we did kiss.

You text me,

Ask how I've been,

Then leave me on delivered,

Like you never wanted to know.

You've got me fucked up in the head,

You make me question myself.

Every move feels like a mistake,

Anything I do could push you away,

Or worse, make you leave for good.

I don't know what to do about it.

I don't know if I can do anything at all.

Where do we stand?

Do you love me? Hate me?

Do you want me, even a little?

Maybe it's my fault, 

Maybe I find this chaos thrilling,

In some twisted, masochistic way.

Not knowing which version of you

I'll get today.

I just wish you'd be honest with me,

But I guess we'll never know.

—MistakenGenius