DREAM P.O.V.
After leaving the girls for the night I was so hungry. I couldn't wait to get home. All I wanted to do was eat and get in the bed. I didn't take anything out to cook and I'm not supposed to be doing a lot of stuff but Demon mentioned he hired a private chef but I don't know when they start.
I couldn't wait though. I stopped inside of McDonalds and got a medium fry and a Dr. Pepper. I craved French fries. It was like my after pregnancy craving.
That'll be $8.50! The girl at the register said as she popped her gum and blowing bubbles. I opened my purse looking for my wallet or a few bills. I might of left it on the seat after I was done pumping my gas.
Here! A male reached over me and handed her a $20 bill. I looked up and it was Cameron. "I got you!" He said with a slight smile.
Thanks! I closed my purse and put it back over my shoulders. She handed him the change and I moved over to the side and he ordered his food. "I'll go grab the money out my car." I said as I took the food from the counter.
Don't worry about it!
What ima be in debt to you now?
Naw we good! He laughed as he grabbed his food. "You in a rush?"
No...
Can we sit and talk? I have a lot to say to you...and I just want you to hear me out if anything.
Mmmm I don't know...
Just a few minutes....
Okay...
I started walking towards a table and sat down. He sat on the opposite side of me and opened his bag. He had a different Ora about him. Like he seemed so different.
You gonna eat? He asked sticking a fry in his mouth.
You said you wanted to talk? If I get caught talking to you, that's me and you both dead so hurry up.
Heard you had two twin girls?
I did, with my husband...
Congratulations! Yall married huh? Do you even know who he really is Dream?
I know everything there is to know about my husband. What is this Cameron? You asked to talk and if this conversation gonna be about my husband then I'm leaving.
I'm sorry! For everything! I honestly never thought that you'd really move on from me. When we first met you was like a breath of fresh air for me. You were so perfect, everything I ever wanted in a woman. And I know our relationship got rocky as fuck because of me, you know going to jail and etc. I guess I was just stuck on the fact that I had you and thought you would never go anywhere no matter what I did. I'm sorry I hurt you! And if I got the chance to do anything over I would.
You didn't just hurt me. You destroyed me! Myself esteem was bruised and I was broken. Thought I was in love but truth is Cameron I never was. You tore me down and made it seem as if I needed you to breathe, to live, to just simply be okay. I didn't know what I was worth anymore. All those girls you slept with and cheated on me with were prettier then me, had better bodies, you played with me because you knew that I had a past and all I ever wanted was love and I settled for anything. I've grown to love myself so much and realized I was never the problem it was always you. I am a wonderful woman and I'm very beautiful! Any guy would have been happy for half of what I gave you. Sometimes I think that I can't love my own husband to my full potential sometimes because you broke me. But the love he gives builds me up and strengths me. I whole heartedly thank you for being a complete fuck up cause if you hadn't I wouldn't have never found him. And with that being said I gotta get home. I hope this was enough closure for you. Next time you see me don't speak to me again. Goodbye Cameron. I grabbed my food and got up to leave. My heart dropped when that door opened and Demon walked in he stood at the door like he was waiting for me.
You feel better? He asked as I got closer to him?
I looked at him and just walked out. He followed me to my car and opened the passenger door for me to get in. He got in on the driver side and started the car. "You bouta kill me?"
He looked at me and laughed a bit. "I was ready to when I heard who you was talking to. You pocket dialed me..."
You heard everything?
Something like that. I'd admit I was ready to crash out which is why I looked at your location and had Zig drop me off but you needed to get that shit off your chest. Sometimes we think we can move on but sometimes we can't because we need closure. You had to get yours. I want you to be able to fix whatever you need to in order to be able to be the happiest you can be (he came to a red light and turned my face to look him in his eyes.) Your happiness always comes first, even before mine. I want you to be able to love me to your full potential and in order to do that you needed that closure. I catch you talking to that nigga again though ima fuck you up.
I giggled a bit and he wiped the tears I had in my eyes before leaning over and kissing me. "Thank you....I love you Ty'Lan!"
I love you too. He kissed me again and the light turned green. He kissed me as he pulled off at the green light.
He pulled away as he came to the next red light. I smiled hard because I was impressed by the driving through traffic no accidents or nothing. He really was raw like that.
He pulled up the house and pulled into the driveway. He leaned the seat back and I started eating my fries. "Do we have to get out?" I asked not really wanting to move.
Naw we can stay in as long as you want!
Before the girls are able to come home. I wanna take our honeymoon. I said in all seriousness.
Where do you wanna go?
I don't know, anywhere honestly. I just wanna be able to be with you alone one last time. No kids, no business, no interruptions, nothing just you and I.
I can make that happen.
His phone started ringing and he looked down to see who it was. He looked annoyed at first before answering it. "What!" He said annoyed into the phone. I could hardly hear the other voice on the phone. "Ight okay shut the fuck up I'll bring it." He huffed his breath and hung up before turning the car back on.
What's wrong? I asked.
Damn girl need some baby milk. Ima go grab her a can, you wanna ride?
No ima just go in and take a hot shower.
Ight!
He leaned over and kissed me again before I got out. I went in the house and up to my baby room, checked on him he was sleep snoring so hard. I turned his tv off and sat his phone on the charger. He fell asleep texting. I went into our room and took a hot shower before getting in bed and waiting for my husband to come back home.
