He sits on the bed with his back against the wooden headrest. "Come here." He tells me.I join him in bed, by his side. I lean my back up against the bed as well, and he places a hand on my upper thigh, giving it a subtle squeeze.
"So, ask me anything you want." He exhales.
"Anything?" My tone of voice went higher in pitch. I don't think he was ever ready to be this open before..
"Yeah." He licks his lips. "Anything."
"Okay.." I hesitate. Trying to think of one, out of the one hundred things, I needed to ask him.
"Did you seriously, not fuck, Zara?" I come out right and blunt. Staring him directly, into the eyes. I wanted to make sure he wasn't lying to me.
He suddenly grabs me by my hips and scoots me in between his legs and thighs, so that I am now facing him on the bed. I couldn't help, but to softly, laugh at his strength and ability to move me so easily.
"No, Lili. I did not fuck her. I swear. I knew Joey cared about her, and I knew not to fully, go there. Plus, she was young, Liliana. Neither of us should have messed with her head like that.."
"What do you mean?" I sharpen my brow over my eyes. "—What do you mean, mess with her head?"
He groans, as if he were extremely, uncomfortable. "Joey and I played two games through college. One was football, the other was for girls. It's exactly how I told you on the boat. I'm not proud of any of it."
"No." I stare at him. "No, you made it sound like, Joey was trying to steal your girlfriends."
"He was!" He frustratingly, laughs. "We did it to each other, of course, but Joey had a vendetta and he was set on it."
"So, you think Joey was playing a game? Do you think he was trying to steal me from you?"
His shoulders slack forward as he sighs. I didn't want to upset him more tonight, he didn't deserve that, but I needed answers.
"I don't think he was in the beginning. We have both changed a lot since college, but I think after you fucked him, he didn't want to let you go.." His voice was calm when he said this, but I could feel him tense back up immediately, afterwards.
"Oh..." I gave serious thought to that comment. I remembered when Joey took me to get ice cream on the beach, and how open and honest his was about his attraction to me. I wondered if he had actually meant it, or if he was just trying to play the sick, little game.
"He knew how much I loved you." Nick tells me, directly looking into my eyes. "He knew, and did it anyway. That's what hurts, because those other girls, they never compared to you, Liliana."
"Nick." I reach out and grip his bicep muscles as he holds me by the hips. Fuck, he was strong. "You could have exposed him in a different way, and the whole you won part, that was kinda, not cool." I frown at him.
"I did win." He blankly, says. "He tried, but in the end we came out on top."
"It's not about winning, Nick!" My voice sounded exasperated.
"—But it is and it always has been." He tells me. "I won something that is, so fucking perfect." His eyes scan my body for a moment, before he bites his bottom lip.
I smile at him.
"What?" He asks, softly grinning himself.
"You think I'm perfect?" I question him, as I rub my fingers tips down from his biceps to his forearms, tracing the large veins beneath his soft skin.
"I know that you are, Lili." He says.
I softly, giggle. "No, I'm not."
He pulls me onto his lap and I quickly, straddle him around his waist. "Yes, you are." He says, before kissing my lips. "I just want to put all of this behind us now, can we do that?"
"Yeah." I smile beneath his lips as he gives me another, softer kiss.
"Yeah?" He asks, again. Running his hands smoothly up the backside of my shirt.
"Mmhm."
"Is there anything else, you want to ask?"
There was...
"When will you make love to me, again?" I whisper, beneath his chin not be able to look him in the eyes.
"Very soon." He grunts, continuing to run his hands up and down my body. "Anything, else?" He questions me, but I'm too distracted by his hands on my naked skin.
"Not right now." I almost moan as he brings his face inward and kisses my neck. He was making me think of pure, erotic, sex that was coming very soon, apparently and it completely clouded my mind.
"I love you, so fucking much, Lili." His breath flashes across my skin.
"I love you." I tell him, as he kisses and nibbles his way back to my lips.
"Mmm." He breaths me in as his tongue rolls delicately into my mouth.
I subconsciously, begin to thrust my hips into him. He grins, and presses up his thighs, so that I could get a better feel of his hard erection beneath me. I continue to rub myself there, enjoying the feeling. I wrap my arms around his neck and continue to drive myself back and fourth over the top of him.
Our faces were both flushed with desire as our mouths collide against one another's.
"Does that feel good, baby?" He breaths, beneath our kisses.
"Yes, so good." I moan, dry humping his bolted, erected cock beneath his shorts.
"Take off your pants." He directs me.
"What?" I stare at him, thinking this might be the moment, but he then says..
"Leave on your panties, though."
I do as he says, and I watch as he pulls his shorts down, freeing the raging beast beneath them.
I stand at the edge of the bed patiently, waiting on his next command..
"Come here." He says, still sitting upright in the bed. I climb back over his lap.
I watch him as he places his cock into the side of my panties, so that it was diagonally over my warm, soft clit.
"I will fuck this pretty, pussy soon." He groans, as he starts to thrusts his hips.
I moan from the sensation of his cock starting to rub sweet, friction between us.
"—But until then, I will worship it." His voice shakes and moans, before placing his lips back over mine.
Oh, fuck. This man had no idea what he was doing to me. I was about to burst from my seams.
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GROUNDING 🏈 Nick Bosa
Hayran KurguA story about how not to fall in love with a football player.