The moonlight bathed the Outer Banks in a soft, silvery glow, the gentle breeze rustling through the palm trees, making the world feel calm and peaceful. You and Rafe were walking along the beach, your bare feet sinking slightly into the sand as you strolled side by side. The weight of the night hung heavy in the air, but it was more than just the quiet of the evening—it was something deeper, something unspoken.
You could tell that Rafe was distant, his usual fire and confidence replaced by a quiet tension that was hard to ignore. It wasn't like him to be so withdrawn, so quiet, especially when he had you by his side. You'd known him long enough to see when something was eating away at him, even if he wasn't saying it out loud.
You glanced at him from the corner of your eye, noticing the way his jaw tightened whenever he looked out at the water. You didn't want to push him, but you couldn't let this go on, not when you knew something was wrong.
"Rafe," you said softly, your voice breaking the silence between you. "What's going on? You've been quiet all night. Talk to me."
He didn't respond right away. Instead, he kept walking, his gaze fixed on the horizon, the waves crashing against the shore with rhythmic, soothing sounds. You knew he was trying to keep his thoughts to himself, to bottle up whatever was eating at him, but you also knew that wasn't something you could let him do. Not with you.
Finally, he spoke, his voice low and hesitant. "There's something I need to tell you."
Your heart skipped a beat. The weight in his voice made your stomach churn, like a warning that whatever came next would change everything. You stopped walking, turning to face him fully. "What is it, Rafe? You can tell me anything."
He glanced at you, his eyes dark and filled with something you couldn't quite place—guilt, fear, maybe a mixture of both. He ran a hand through his hair, clearly struggling to find the right words.
"I've done something," he began slowly, his words carefully measured. "Something... terrible. And I don't know how to tell you."
Your stomach dropped at the seriousness in his tone. "Rafe, whatever it is, we'll figure it out. You don't have to carry it alone."
He shook his head, his lips pressed into a tight line. "I don't think you understand. This... this is something that could change everything. I don't want you to look at me differently. I don't want you to be scared of me."
You reached out, taking his hand in yours, your fingers intertwining with his. "Rafe," you said, your voice gentle but firm. "You don't have to hide from me. I love you. And no matter what you've done, I'm not going anywhere. You don't need to protect me from the truth."
He stared at you for a long moment, his expression conflicted, like he was trying to decide whether to let you in or keep the truth buried. And then, finally, the words came tumbling out, the weight of them almost too much to bear.
"I killed her," he said quietly, the words hanging in the air like a thunderclap.
You felt your heart stop for a moment, the world around you seeming to freeze. "Her?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
"Deputy Peterkin," he replied, his gaze falling to the sand beneath his feet. "I didn't mean to, but I—I was so angry, and I just... I just did it. And now it's like... I can't escape it. I can't forget it."
You stood there, shocked, trying to process what he was saying. The weight of his words sank into your chest, making it harder to breathe. This wasn't something you had expected—Rafe had always been reckless, but this... this was something else. Something darker, more dangerous.
But as you looked at him, the fear in his eyes—the same fear he had when he looked at you every time things got too real—you knew he wasn't telling you this to hurt you. He was telling you because he didn't want to carry it alone anymore.
"Rafe," you whispered, stepping closer to him, your hand still holding his tightly. "I don't know what happened, but I know you're not a monster. You're not someone who would hurt someone for no reason. I know that."
He looked at you then, his eyes filled with tears, something vulnerable in them that you rarely saw. He swallowed hard, as if the words were too much to say. "I'm scared, Y/N," he admitted, his voice trembling. "I'm scared that you're going to look at me differently. That you're going to leave me. That you won't see me the same way anymore."
You cupped his face gently, forcing him to meet your gaze. "Rafe," you said softly, your heart breaking for him. "No matter what you've done, I'll always look out for you. I'm not going anywhere. I promise you that. You're not alone in this."
He blinked, like he couldn't believe what you were saying, and for a moment, you were scared that he wouldn't believe you. But then he reached up, his hand trembling as he touched yours, holding it against his cheek.
"Promise me you won't leave me," he whispered, his voice raw with emotion. "Promise me you'll stay, no matter what."
"I promise," you whispered back, your heart aching with the intensity of the moment. "I'll always stay, Rafe. I'm not going anywhere."
For a long moment, the two of you stood there, wrapped in each other's arms, the world around you fading into the background. The weight of what he had confessed still hung heavy between you, but in that moment, you knew that no matter what happened, you and Rafe would face it together.
The waves crashed against the shore in a steady rhythm, and as you held him close, you realized that your love for him was stronger than any fear, stronger than any doubt. You had always known Rafe was a complicated person—someone with demons, with a past that he couldn't escape. But you also knew that underneath it all, he had a heart of gold. And that was what mattered.
As the stars twinkled above and the night wrapped its arms around the two of you, you whispered once more, your voice full of conviction: "I'll always look out for you, Rafe. Always."
And in that moment, you knew that no matter how dark the world seemed, you and Rafe would find a way through it together. Because love, true love, wasn't about perfection. It was about standing by each other, even when everything else felt like it was falling apart.

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