Be My Forever [COMPLETE]

Chapter 21

Spencer found an apartment right outside the school's campus. It was perfect for her. She invited Toby over one night to help her unpack.

"You don't have that much stuff." Toby noticed.

"Well, my parents didn't exactly spoil me." Spencer said.

Toby set down some of the things he had been holding. He knew very well when Spencer was having a good day or a bad day. He decided to make her feel better.

He wrapped his arms around her from behind, kissing her cheek, then resting his chin on her shoulder. "I'm sorry, Toby. I'm still really nervous. My first day is tomorrow." She apologized. She knew she wasn't being the best girlfriend right now.

"You don't need to be nervous. You're going to do great."

It had been six long months. Nobody had said those three magic words yet. Spencer couldn't wait anymore.

"I love you."

Toby kissed her cheek once again. "I wanted to say that first." He said, making Spencer smile, "I love you, too."

Their lips met. Toby picked her up, their lips never parting, and Spencer wrapped her legs around his waist. Toby found his way to the one piece of furniture Spencer had: a couch. He sat down, Spencer's legs still wrapped around his waist. He pulled her shirt up, exposing her black, lacy bra. "God, you're so beautiful." Toby said, admiring every single thing about her, and smaking sure he wasn't being too rough with her. He wrapped his arms around her slim body. "I love you so much." He said.

"I love you more." Spencer said, making her way to his neck. She kissed it, not wanting to stop.

They exchanged their "I love you's" for the rest of the night.

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Things were getting heated. Spencer could feel Toby sliding his hands down her waist, hoping to take her pants off. He slowly unbuttoned her jeans, but she stopped him. "Tobes, don't take this the wrong way, but I don't want to do this now." She said, "I want it to be more... Special." She confessed. She didn't want to lose her virginity on a couch.

Toby, now shirtless, nodded his head. "You're right. We'll wait a little bit longer." He said, kissing her lips one more time.

"I love you, Toby."

"I love you too, Spencer."

Spencer grabbed Toby's shirt and put it on. Toby couldn't help but notice how incredibly sexy she looked. "I should probably get some sleep. I don't want to miss the first day." She explained, crawling next to Toby again. They both laid on the couch, trying to fall asleep.

Spencer remembered that she still had her contacts in. She quickly got up and took them out, because she knew the terrible feeling of accidentally falling asleep with contacts in all too well.

She emerged from the bathroom, hoping Toby was asleep. He wasn't. She hated that he had to see her in her glasses. She always hated the way she looked in them. Just her glasses alone made her remember all the horrible names people called her. "As if you couldn't be any more beautiful." Toby said. He knew how insecure Spencer was, and he wasn't just saying this to make her feel better.

When he saw Spencer, he saw true beauty. He hated how he couldn't turn back time and met her sooner. She wouldn't have had to deal with all the terrible people in her life. Spencer laid next to him on the couch, and he pet her hair until she fell asleep. He was so in love with her. If anyone tried to hurt her, he would make sure they regretted it. How could anyone want to hurt something so beautiful and pure?

He knew that she was asleep, but he whispered to her,

"I'm not going to let anyone hurt you. I love you, Spencer. So much."