After a long day at the hospital, I crawled into bed with Toby next to me. I felt him petting my hair. "Toby... I've been thinking. Seeing Henry today..." I stopped myself before I said anything stupid. But it was too late. I said too much.
"What is it?" Toby asked. There was no turning back now.
"Well, I wanted that." I explain, turning around so we're face to face. Toby seemed confused at first. Then he understood.
"You want to have a baby?" He asked, and I nodded.
"I know it's crazy and we're both so young, but-" Toby cut me off before I could continue by climbing on top of me and kissing me.
"It's not crazy. I want that, too. Especially with you." He said, kissing my neck.
I sighed in relief. "Wait... Now?" I ask, suddenly realizing that he was still on top of me, kissing my neck.
"Why not?"
Before I could say anything, he pushed my hair behind my ear and kissed me over and over again. I moaned, and he slowly took my shirt off. "Babe, do you want to do this now?" He asked.
I nodded. We continued to take each other's clothes off.
Then it hit me. We are trying to get pregnant. We're not even married!
"Wait! Don't you think we should be married first?" I ask, stopping Toby from taking my bra off. He was left in only his boxers.
"Oh, don't be so old-fashioned. People have kids before they get married all the time. Sometimes they don't get married at all." He says.
I give him a look. He then climbs back on top of me, stroking my hair. "Is that what you want? For us to be married first?" Toby asks. I loved hearing the sweetness in his voice. I nod. Toby gets up and sits on the bed.
"I know it's a lot to take in. But you can back out if you want. From everything. The kids, the marriage." I stop myself from saying "and me."
Toby leans over and gives me a long, passionate kiss. "I want to have a baby with you. And I want us to get married," he says, "someday."
Someday. Not today.
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