Be My Forever [COMPLETE]

Chapter 36

Wait! What am I doing? I have Toby! My fiancé. My soon-to-be husband. I can't betray him like this.

Caleb and I get to talking. There's a sort of rock and roll hotness to him. I felt like he was a huge rockstar and I was just an obsessed fan.

Toby. Think about Toby.

I bet this guy would be amazing in bed...

Spencer! Stop! Snap out of it! What the hell is wrong with me?! I need to leave before I do something stupid.

"I hope I'm not being too forward, but you're beautiful." Caleb says to me.

I melt at his words. His voice is deep and sexy.

I leave without saying goodbye. I had to leave. I didn't want to break Toby's heart. I kept thinking about how crushed he would be if he found out I was with another guy.

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I parked in front of the apartment complex. Tears start streaming down my cheeks.

I'm such a terrible girlfriend. I should be devoted and committed to Toby and only Toby. I'm such an idiot for feeling attracted to any other guy.

I quickly wipe away the tears and go inside, praying that Toby wasn't there.

He was.

"Hey, beautiful." He says to me.

There it is. That voice I keep coming back to. Although it wasn't Caleb's deep, raspy, sexy voice, it was still perfect. Toby brought me to a safe place. A place where I'm happy.

And then I remembered what happened. I sit next to him and bury my face into his shirt and begin to cry.

"Spencer, what's wrong? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. I just feel terrible."

"Why? Is this about Henry?"

"No. I saw this guy today..."

I saw Toby's face change. He looked like his heart was just broken into a million pieces.

"What guy?"

"It was nothing. We barely even talked, but I felt... Attracted to him."

Toby's frown turns into a smile. He begins to laugh.

"What?"

"You're upset because you were attracted to some guy you barely know?"

"Yeah?"

"Spencer, I swear, you're so adorable. I don't care if you found some other guy attractive. As long as we're both loyal to each other at the end of the day, I don't care."

He was right. I made a huge deal out of nothing. I smiled and laughed with him.

"So, do you find other girls attractive?" The curiosity was killing me.

"Sometimes. But no one is as beautiful as you." He says and kisses me. And there he goes, making me feel guilty again.

"Anyone in particular?" I tried not to sound like a psycho girlfriend.

"Hey, you never told me the name of this mysterious guy, so why should I tell you?" He had a point.

"Fine."

Toby kisses me again, except longer.

"No matter what, Spencer, you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I'm not interested in anyone else besides you. I love you."

That's all Caleb was. An attraction. He could've been a total douche. I only found him attractive.

At the end of the day, Toby was my one and only. My once upon a time.