Be My Forever [COMPLETE]

Chapter 25

"Do you need me to stay with you tonight?" Toby asked me when we arrived at my apartment.

"Could you? I really don't want to be alone tonight." I admitted. I would usually never admit something like that.

"Of course I will." He said, letting me lie on his chest on the couch.

I lie on top of him, our fingers intertwined. He stroked my hair and occasionally kissed the top of my head. I have the overwhelming urge to kiss him. I try to fight it, but I can't. He's so irresistible. I wrap my legs around his torso and kiss him over and over again.

"Spencer, before we go any further, there's something I need to tell you." He says, slowly moving away from me.

"What is it?" I ask, suddenly worried about him.

"I've... I've had sex before."

I suddenly feel like someone has ripped my heart out of my chest and stabbed it. I thought what we had was special.

"It was about two years ago. There was this party and this girl was all over me," He started to say. I didn't want to hear it. "Spencer, I swear, it meant nothing."

It meant nothing. What if he was lying to me? What if he was dating that girl, and they had sex, and he just abandoned her? What if he was going to do that to me?

"I tried calling her after, but she never answered. I guess she just wanted some meaningless hook-up," He continued, "but Spence, I promise that I will never hurt you. Ever."

I did trust him, after all... And I wanted to believe him. I leaned over and kissed him softly on his lips. "You're not mad?" He asked, looking relieved. "I'm not. I love you." I say, the both of us laying back down to our previous position and continuing our make out session.

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"Are you sure?" Toby asked me.

"Yes." I said. He picked me up and took me to the bedroom, laying me down on the bed. He slowly took off my shirt and I unzipped and unbuttoned his jeans. He started kissing my neck, causing me to moan. "I love you." He whispered to me as he unhooked my bra. All of our clothes were off, and we slowly slid under the covers. He held me close to him, and he continued to kiss me as if we hadn't seen each other in years.

He carefully rolled on top of me, and kissed every single one of my bruises, cuts, and scars. "You're so beautiful. You're an angel." He told me, his face above mine again. I kissed him again, and we made love all night.

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I ran my finger along his jawline. We laid there, admiring each other. "My god, you're so beautiful." Toby said to me. I never heard anyone say that to me before him. "I love you so much." I told him. We kissed some more. "I love you more." Toby said.

I watched him slowly drift off to sleep. I watched his chest rise and fall as he breathed. I huddled even closer to him and laid my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beating.

That was the best thing in the world.