Clash of Gangsters (COMPLETED)

Chapter 21

Alys'POV

“Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No,don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.”

"Bakla, tama na english. Nosebleed na ako dito. "

"Tigil ka nga dyan, parang hindi ka nag e-english ha?" mataray na sabi niya sa akin matching taas kilay pa ang bruha.

"Ang babaw ng english ko baks! Oras na lumalim yun, magswi-swimming ako sa sarili kong dugo pag nagkataon." maktol ko sa kanya.

"That's what my point baks! Pag nalunod ka sa dugo, patay kana! Paglalamayan kana! Yes,continue tayo~You think because he doesn’t love you that you are worthless. You think that because he doesn’t want you anymore that he is right —that his judgement and opinion of you are correct. If he throws you out, then you are garbage. You think he belongs to you because you want to belong to him. Don’t. It’s a bad word, ‘belong.’ Especially when you put it with somebody you love. Love shouldn’t be like that. Did you ever see the way the clouds love a mountain? They circle all around it; sometimes you can’t even see the mountain for the clouds. But you know what?You go up top and what do you see? His head. The clouds never cover the head. His head pokes through, beacuse the clouds let him; they don’t wrap him up.They let him keep his head up high, free, with nothing to hide him or bind him. You can’t own a human being. You can’t lose what you don’t own. Suppose you did own him. Could you really love somebody who was absolutely nobody without you? You really want somebody like that? Somebody who falls apart when you walk out the door? You don’t, do you? And neither does he. You’re turning over your whole life to him. Your whole life, girl. And if it means so little to you that you can just give it away, hand it to him, then why should it mean any more to him? He can’t value you more than you value yourself.”

Supportive baks!

"Baks, mamatay ka na ba? Talagang wala akong naintindihan,eh. Chaka! Mag alien language ka na nga lang impakta ka! Dudugo ilong ko sa mga sinabi mo eh! Hindi ko alam kung saan related yang mga kabalbalan mong bwiset ka!"

"Nek0 nemen baks! Akela kho kasi r3Lat3d yhung mga sinasabhe khoe dyan sa kakasimangot mho3. Ang sakit sa vi3w baks! Napapangitan na talaga ak3h sa iyeh!"

"Sino ba kasing may sabi na hatakin mo lahat ng gamit mo sa condo ko? Hayop ka talaga! Tapos magrereklamo ka sa kakasimangot ko? Baks! Problemado ako! Naguguluhan ako baks! Promise! Hindi ko—"

"Baks! Wala akong maiitulong kundi ang tumunganga dito at umenglish english! Teka sino yung naghatid sayo? Siya ba si Calvin? Hindi mo ko in-inform na dadating siya--WHATS THAT FACE BAKS? (　ﾟ﹏◦) "

"Baks, kantahan mo ako please. (´・,_,・')ｸｽ "

"HA-HA-HA! B-Baks a-ano k-kasi —"

"Please... naguguluhan ako."

"Sige na nga. Ngayon lang ha!"

Napangiti ako sa sagot niya. Hindi niya talaga ako kayang tiisin.

♪ ♬ Uh huh, life's like this Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is Cause life's like this Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out, whatcha yellin' for? Lay back it's all been done before And if you could only let it be You will see