This is forever

opening night

Tonight is opening night!!. Im so nervous more excited then anything. I only got like 4 hours of sleep last night, weve been working nonstop to make this perfect. I get up go pee, i put my hair in spacebuns, and put on some leggings and a white sweat shirt with my converse and i head to the stadium to set up the m&g. And theres a line of fans already waiting, "hi babies i love you!!" I say blowing them kisses as i walk in the stadium. We then get everything ready and head out, i take some selfies with some fans and just greet them all. "Stay warm babies, ill be back" i say getting in the car, me and scooter head to starbucks to get them warm soy lattes i sign them all with a "i love you, stay warm -Ari" we then go back to the stadium and hand them out & make sure everyone gets one "see you later babes, love you" i say blowing them kisses. "Holy shit i love them" i say as scooter laughs.

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Babes your the sweetest! you never not make my heart flutter. i love you 😌☕.

I then head back to the hotel & eat breakfest with everybody & gush about my sweet babes. me and alexa then head to the gym, try to get rid of some of my anxiety. We head back to the hotel & shower & get ready, i put my blonde extentions in, i streghten it leaving it half up half down, i put my black dress on, and apply conceiler, lip stick, eye shawdow, eye liner mascara, blush. I put on my diamond earrings & my pearl ring nonna gave me. I then brush ailanis hair leaving it naturaly curly but i put gel in it giving it a wet look, she gets dressed in blue skinny jeans, with a white sparkly crop top, and white converse. Nohlan is wearing blue skinny jeans, with a black button up shirt with his tims. Sean is wearing a blue button up shirt, with black skinny jeans, and his tims. We then go on the red carpet to permote our opening night, ailani has been on the red carpet before but she seems a lil nervous. Once we go on, i go on first strike a few poses, then sean comes on by himself, we then go on together and make cute poses giving the cameras good shots. Our kids then come on, i hold ailanis hand, and sean picks up nohlan and we all smile for the cameras. We then go in the building and get ready for m&g once i finally have a break, i check in with my babes on snapchat.

"hi babes! Its been a long day, were getting ready for m&g rn so see you soon show the most love, we love you" i then post it to my story.

Me and sean hold hands and we go out to the m&g box and wait anxiously for our fans to pile in. The m&g was a success 😌, our babes are the cutest, most loyal babes in the world and me and sean came out of the m&g box floating on a cloud of gratitude. me and sean then did vocal warm ups and got dresssed. "alright lets do a prayer circle" i said as we all made a circle i snapped a quick pic.

"Quick lil prayer circle / see you babes in 5 mins, love you 💘"

"Thank you heavenly lord for all of the blessings you have given us & whats to come, thank you for all of the love, light postivety, and support, make tonight a best night for sean & ariana. And have grandpa & myra here with us tonight as sean & ariana open there first tour together, Amen!" Joan said "amen" we all said in union. "Alright lets do yaaaas new york" brian said "1.2.3 yaaaas new york!" We all said in union then laughed. We all then hugged & kissed as i went on the stage podium thing, as the 10 sec timer started.

I then went on stage and the crowd went insane, my heart fluttered and butterflies were in my stomach like no other. The music then started...

Don't need permission
Made my decision to test my limits
'Cause it's my business, God as my witness
Start what I finished
Don't need no hold up
Taking control of this kind of moment
I'm locked and loaded
Completely focused, my mind is open

All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God
Don't ya stop, boy

Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
Makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout