This is forever

i forgive you because i love you

To be continued...

"What?!" I said as tears filled my eyes as I pushed Sean away from me. "Sean" Joan gasped covering her mouth, "no let me explain its not like that" sean said grabbing my wrist, "let go of me don't fucking touch me I dont wanna look at you" I said pulling away running upstairs to Sean's childhood bedroom , I flopped on the bed and cried. My heart was pacing, my stomach was burning and i couldnt see anything tears were taking my vision. "Baby" sean said coming in the room, "get out now!!!!" I yelled sitting up, "no tf, let me explain" sean said standing in front of me. "There's nothing to explain I don't wanna talk to you I'm done" I said getting up as tears fell, sean stood in the door frame as I tried to get out "sean get the fuck out of my way!!!" I yelled as I punched him in the chest as I hard as I could. "No your not fucking leaving until we talk your trippin" sean said not moving an inch. "Sean I'm giving you 3 secounds to get the fuck out of my way before I fuck you up" I yelled pushing him, "fuck me up then because I'm not leaving neither or you" sean yelled, I looked around "sean I don't who tf you think your yelling at but its not me" I yelled, as I pushed him "Ariana stop!!" Sean said he then grabbed me and put me over his shoulder, "SEAN LET ME DOWN!!!!" I yelled as I was smacking and punching his back and kicking my legs, "oh you just kicked me right in my nose" sean said holding my leg down. "Good let me down!!!" I yelled squirming around, he then pinned me against the wall wrapping my legs around his torso, pinning my arms against the wall and looking me straight in my eye. "Sean stop breathing on me your breathe is hot get away from me!!!" I said pushing his chest. "Were not leaving until we talk" sean yelled, "okay let go of me and we can talk" I yelled back as he let me down, i then ran for it and right as I was about to go downstairs I felt strong arms wrap around my waist and pull me back, "SEAN LET GO OF ME !!!!!!" I yelled hanging on to the staircase as tears fell as sean pulled on my body I lost my grip and he carried me back in the room and shut & locked the door. "Nice try. Do you think this is a fucking game?!" Sean yelled, "no but I'm not the one who haves a sex tape and didn't tell you" I said cruley, "if you would stop playing I'm trying to talk to you I know I'm in the wrong but your not giving me a chance" sean said yelling, "sean that it! I'm sick and tired of giving you chances. That's all I give you is chances chances, chances!! I'm running out of chances to give you sean! I can't keep doing this" I said as I started to sob, the burning in my stomach came back again. "I know I'm sorry I keep fucking up. Im trying to be perfect for you & the kids but I can't stop fucking up. Sometimes I just wanna take my life, maybe it will be easier" sean said as he started to cry. "Sean don't say that even say that you know me and the kids love you more then life its self" I said as more tears fell. "I'm not good enough for you guys" Sean said with teary eyes, "baby your more than good enough, stop saying things like that" I said crawling in to his arms, "I'm mad at you but I love you, I'll never not love you" I said peckering my lips as Sean kissed me softly. "Baby please we have to talk about this" Sean said barrying his head in my chest as I rubbed his head. I sighed, "who was it with?" I asked, "ashley" Sean said wrapping his arms around my waist, "how old were you?" I asked "18" Sean said, "Sean I'm your wife. Your suppost to tell me everything why wouldn't you tell me?" I asked, "because babe, its got leaked. I'm ashamed of it, I don't wanna bring it up" Sean said barrying his head deeper in my chest as he sighed. "So you thought it was a good idea not to tell me?" I asked, "idk" Sean said. "As much as I regret what I'm about to say, I wanna watch it" I said as Sean lift his head "you wanna watch me and ashelys sex tape?" Sean said frowing his eyebrows, "yeah where is it?" I asked, "babe I don't think it's a good idea" sean said itching his chin, "Sean just play the fucking tape" I said glaring at him, "alright alright" sean said going in his closet. He then got the tape down and played it, he then put his head in my lap and faced me " I don't wanna watch this" sean said closing his eyes, "oh so you can watch porn with your friends but you can't watch porn with me?" I ask, "your my wife, you give me sex when I want it, I don't wanna watch this with you" sean said. "Fine cover your ears its starting" I said turning up the volume. I then watched sean and Ashely have some freaky sex, as disturbing as it was it gave me opening in my heart to forgive sean I then turned the TV off. "Is it over?" Sean asked as he clenched his eyes closed, "Its over" I said rubbing his head, "your disgusting" sean said "what? Its not like I haven't seen your dick before" I said frowing my eyebrows, "but you watched me go inside of Ashely and eat her out. It was freaky af. Why would you watch that?" Sean asked, "why would you make the tape?" I said , "because we were young, and stupid. Ari we have a sex tape!" sean said, "yeah probably every married couple does. It was on our wedding night, its a romantic itamate thing for us to watch ours didn't get leaked" I said. "Yeah will its in the past now ari I'm sorry. Do you forgive me?" sean said licking his lips, "ofc I forgive you" I said kissing his lips passionatly, "let's get some sleep we have a early flight" I said turning the light off.

Next morning

We woke up and ate breakfast with James and Sophie, we then went to the hotel to pack up, and pick up the kids. We went to the airport and got on our flight to Ohio.

@ArianaAnderson
Ohio babes! Were running a Lil late but were on our way w a surprise! love you see you soon 😋.

We then landed in ohio, and babes were waiting at the airport, me and Alexa took selfies with them all then paparazzi then bombarded us. We got to the hotel went to the gym as my mom and Dan took the kids to the pool, we ate lunch, took showers and got dressed. I put on a white tee, with a diamond chocker, with some blue jeans and silver pumps. I put my hair half up half down, applied concelicer, lip gloss, mascara. We then made our way to the stadium, me and nohlan took a selfie.

"Nohlan says hi Ohio 🙌🙈"

I uploaded it to my Snapchat.

We got in the stadium and got the kids settled with my mom & Dan in the dressing room, me sean & Alexa made our way to m&g. "Hi babies !! " I said as they began cheering as they saw us enter the m&g box. The last fan that entered the m&g me sean and Alexa took a selfie with them on my Snapchat.

"Cutest ohio babe! We love you Larissa 💘 see you v soon bbs"

We then went to the dressing room to get dressed , and do our usual vocal warm ups. "Mommy prayer circle" ailani said holding my hand, "awh I know baby" I said laughing picking her up, we then got in our prayer circle as mom started us off. "Dear heavenly lord thank you for all you have done for us during this tour so far. We appreciate everything you have given us, please have the Ohio babes have the best night that ari & sean haves to give them, amen" Joan said, "amen" we said in union, "yaaaaaaas to the hoes in ohio" Brian said, "yaaaaaas to the hoes in ohio" we said in union as we laughed and hugged and kissed. I then got on the podium, as the timer started, I then went up.

"Hi Ohio babes!" I said laughing, as everyone went crazy. "I love you, let's go!!" I said as the music stated. After I got done preforming we threw out dangerous women t-shirts sean then came on & preformed. He then finished, as everyone showed him love as confeitti came down, he then ran backstage as I jumped in his arms and kissed him, "I love you" I said kissing him, "I love you too baby" sean said smirking.