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Nohlans very 1st ♪

Were now in westconsin, and tommorow nohlan turns 1!. I cant believe my baby is gonna be 1, there tf does time go. We took the tour bus from vegas to westconin since vegas is kinda close to westconsin. We checked in to the hotel, frankie simon and aemila went to go get nohlan a present, dan my mom and nonna took ailani nohlan & the twins to the lagoons, alexa was going to the gym, so it was just me and sean. "Babe i think this is the first time were actually alone all tour" sean said smirking, "i know it feels weried" i said giggling. "What do you wanna do?" Sean said, "Christmas is around the corner, and we haven't gotten a gifts for anybody or our son who turns 1 tomorrow" I said giggling. "Yeah we should probably go shopping" Sean suggested, "yeah" I said as we both laughed.

We first stopped by Starbucks, I got my green tea with honey, Sean got Black iced coffee. We stopped by lush to get my mom & nonna and Alexa some bath bombs since there obsessed. We then stopped by bath & body works to get them lotions, body wash, perfumes, and hand sanitizer kits. We then stopped by the diamond store to get my mom nonna and Lexi diamond rings. with Lexis ring we asked the guy to carve tayler & Tyler's name in the back of it, my mom and Nonna's we had the guy carve ailani Nohlan and aemila name in the back of it. We then went to the makeup store to get stuff for Frankie & Simon, since there obsessed with makeup, we then got Nohlan birthday gifts and Christmas gifts, everything Legos, starwars and monster trucks. We got ailani everything, bubble guppies which she has been obsessed with since she was a newborn, also princesses, and fairies. Aemila was easy to shop for she loves anything to do with Barbie and Ken, and like wizardry things. Dan, he's also really easy to shop for we got him some colone and history cards since he's obsessed with the civil war. We then separated so me and sean can buy stuff for each other. After shopping, we went out for lunch at olgas.

"Can I please have your kiwi smoothie and a kale salad with the pippo Greek dressing on the side with the chopped up green peppers" I said giving her my menu.

"I'll also take the kiwi smoothie, and can I have your steamed veggies and the soup on the side" sean said handing her her then menu.

"Sure coming right up" she said smiling, "thank you" I said returning the smile. "So babe" sean said looking up from his phone, "yes love" I said taking a sip of a water. "Remember awhile back before we got married, we were thinking about adopting" sean said, "yeah" I said rising my eyebrows. "How about we look back in to that" sean said grabbing my hand smiling lightly, "baby adopting right now?!" I said, "yeah why not?. Its gonna be a process, you know getting custody and all" sean said. The waitress then sat down out smoothies, "here you go your food is coming right up" "thank you" I said taking a sip of my smoothie. "Idk baby. We're on tour with our 2 kids, don't you think it's gonna be a lot" I said playing with my straw wrapper, "yeah. But ari I thought this is something we both wanted. I still want to adopt." Sean said taking a sip of his smoothie, "I do too but not right now. Sean this alot to take on right now, to have full responsibility for a kid that isn't even myn. It's scary" I said. "when you adopt a kid that kid becomes yours. And you build a love with that kid that is so special and so beautiful. You don't want that?" Sean asked taking a sip of his smoothie. "I do but this isn't a simple question your asking me right now. Sean I'm in a really happy place in my life right now, and I don't wanna be overwhelmed with things that aren't that important" I said taking a sip of my smoothie. The waitress then sat down our food and some napkins, "here you go enjoy" she said smiling, "thank you" we said in union as we grabbed our forks. "So what your saying to me is that what I want isn't that important to you" sean said eating, "that's not what I'm saying at all. Your taking things way out of proportion and I don't wanna fight with you at a restaurant can we please talk about this later?" I said eating, "yeah sure. I love you" sean said kissing me, "I love you too" I said kissing back.

We then got back to the hotel to shower and get ready. Dalina put my hair in braided space buns, and I put on some blue jeans, a over sized purple sweat shirt, with white converse. I applied concealer, lipstick, mascara eyeliner. We then got to the stadium.

@ArianaAnderson
Westconcin babes!! We're here see you so soon❣❣

We then got to the m&g, and the babies were being so cute I couldn't help but giggle and beam. Sean was being really quiet and acting weird I just brushed it off and had fun meeting the babes.

We then got back to the dressing room and did our vocal warm ups, and got dressed. We ran out of time so we couldn't do our usual prayer circle, so I hoped up on the lift, and made it just in time. "westconcin lemme hear y'all" I said smiling as everyone was going crazy. Dangerous women then started, and I was in a blur singing having fun with my babes.

We then got back to the hotel, the kids were asleep, Alexa went out on a date, mom and dan were watching a movie, nonna was sleeping, Frankie and Simon went to the gym, so it was just me and Sean. Sean was on his computer, and I was playing with Toulouse. "Hey babe wanna watch a movie?" I asked getting changed, "nah I'm good" Sean said looking at the TV, I sighed and stood at the foot step of our bed in our small room in our tour bus. "Are you mad at me?" I asked knowing the truth, "nope" Sean said said popping the p looking down at his laptop. "Okay then" I said picking up his laptop setting it on the table, I then got on his lap and straddled him. "I know why your mad, so don't say your not mad" I said looking him in the eye. "I just..I don't know. I feel like since the tour started you kindve forgot about me. And I feel like what used to be important to us isn't important to you anymore" Sean said rubbing my thighs. "Baby..I love you so much and I'll never forget about you. Whats important to you is very important to me as well. I want to adopt I really do, I just don't wanna be overwhelmed. But if you wanna start the process now, I'll be more then happy to hope on and see if we can adopt" I said smiling as Sean began to smirk. "Really?" Sean said, "really" I said smiling, Sean then kissed me passionatly as I kissed back. "I love you" Sean said hugging me kissing my neck, "mmm I love you too honey" I said titling my head back as I wrapped my arms around his neck giving him more access.

Next morning

@ArianaAnderson
Happy very 1st birthday to my pumpkin!!. You are my baby boy, and mama loves you beyond words. The bond we have, no one will ever replace or take away, or understand. I love you baby, thank you for being the perfect, cute ass chunky pumpkin we don't know what we would w out you!!. 💞🍦🍪

As Nohlan woke up I picked up ailani and we grabbed the cake and we all sang happy birthday to him, he giggled and tried blowing out the candles but he ended up spitting everywhere we just laughed. We had fruit and cake, he then opened up all his birthdays gifts, he was so excited he didn't know how to react. We then got ready, and went to playland, its a huge outside circus, with games and rides, and a bunch of fun stuff we all had so much fun celebrating Nohlans very first birthday ❣❣❤.