This is forever

3rd pregnancy 101

Were getting nohlan baptized!. Im so excited, but everything is gonna be so crampy since were on tour. When we got ailani baptized we went to italy, i just dont know if we can go out of the country, and make it to washington in time for our show. "Where are you guys gonna get nohlan baptized at?" Joan asked scrolling thru her coumpter, "i dont know yet. our schedule is so tight were finshing up this set of the tour, where could we go?" I said, "maryland" lexi said, "yeah its only like a 7 hour flight to get to washington from there, let's do it" i said as everyone agreed. We then got to the airport waiting to abourd on our private jet, and i was feeling very nausious. I didnt feel good at all, i really hope i wasnt getting sick while on tour. "You alright babe?" Sean asked rubbing my thighs, "yeah i dont feel good thats all" i said smiling lightly. "Want me to get you anything? Do you want a coffee or some tea?" Sean asked kissing my temple, "yeah actully, can i have some honeytea and a cream soup" i said smiling lightly, "of course baby ill be right back" sean said kissing my forhead "thank you" i said..god i would be lost without him. My guts are telling me i need to take a pregnancy test, i dont know why. I have 2 kids, i guess i know the pregnant feeling. "Hey im gonna go to the bathroom, sean is in starbucks we will be right back" i told my mom, "okay sweetie" joan said playing with ailani.

I go to the pharmacy and grab 4 pregnancy test, i then purchase them and head to the bathroom to pee on all of them. I have to wait for 2 mins, and im pacing biting on my fingernails nervous as fuck. I wanted to have another baby, but i dont know if this is the right time. Were on tour, and we have so much going on, and the kids are so young, i dont know if im ready to be pregnant right now. I get flashbacks of the last two times i was waiting for the results of a pregnancy test.

Ariana- thank you
Alexia- you think your pregnant?
Ariana- I just threw up, I feel like shit and I'm a week late...
Alexia - go take a pregnancy test!

I take all 7 out, I read the directions, and pee on all of em. I'm throwing up during these 2 mins. My heart is racing, I'm sweating, I'm nervous, I'm shaking I'm excited, I'm so all over the place..

*2 mins later *

The LONGEST mins of my life... then it's finally time to look, I'm shaking not ready to see my results.

I look at the test, and every single one says "++" , my heart drops! Im pregnant....IM PREGNANT!!!!!!

Ariana- ALEXIA!!!!!!!!
Alexia- coming!!!!!!! Yes?
Ariana- all the test are positive... I'M PREGNANT!!!!!
Alexia - OH MY GOD YAS!!!! I'M GONNA BE A AUNT YAS!!!!
girls- *sreaming jumping up and down*
Ariana- we gotta tell Sean!!!!

I chuckle as i come back to reailty, i cant believe that was already 3 years ago. Time goes by so fast. I look at the time, and notice i still have a min left i go back to my glaze.

Ariana- alright guys im gonna go pee on this stickty stick and were gonna see if im knocked up or not. Ailani wish mommy luck!
Ailani- good wuck mommy!
Everyone laughs
Ariana- thanks belmissma.

I pee on all 3 sticks, and wait 2 mins. I feel very anxious. I felt the exact same way waiting for the resaults for the first time.

Ariana- its been 2 mins.
Joan- go in there and see if your pregnant!
Ariana- oh fuck. Mom will you come in there with me?.
Joan- of course belmissma, lets go see. Grabbing ari hand.

The pregnancy test read...

"++, ++, ++"