Ashton || (Y/N)

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just do something with a guy already.

no phrase has been spoken more than once to you in your whole life than that one. you didn't understand what the big deal was. you couldn't be like some girls and just find a random guy and sleep with him, that a little over the top.

but not to other people's perspectives. it was what was needed and you couldn't think of anything but to be what they wanted you to be and just get with a guy and let the words of others vanish from your mind.

so you gave in to their wants and now here you are sitting in a bedroom with a boy you are close with. you always wanted to hang out with him but nerves and his declines of suggestions kept that from ever happening.

it was awkward your face was a crimson red and you just tried to avoid looking at him. he always made you blush, you were soon regretting even being present in a friendship with such a beautiful human being.

"so why were your friends so forceful with us hanging out?"

you rubbed your sweaty palms across your jeans as you tried to think of something to say that wouldn't give away the place of the real reason you are here. he continued to stare at you as he was getting impatient for an answer.

"well?"

"they uh wanted us to do things..."

he looked at you as if this was a joke but you looked downing feeling a little ashamed of even being here and letting them talk you into this. his presence was soon removed from beside you as the patter of his feet was heard against the floor.

"do they not know-"

"Ashton they know, they just are forceful."

"forceful are they trying to play matchmaker or some shit?" you knew he was getting angry and that wasn't a good thing but you didn't know what to say. it all was going down the drain so fast you couldn't think of anything to say.

"I just don't understand any of this shit it's so stupid like why would they even do this?"

"Ashton they are just trying to help me..."

"help you with what?"

you took a deep breath as you looked at your hands. "I never did anything before."

"bullshit, you are a beautiful girl. I don't believe that." he crossed his arms.

"no, I am serious."

"okay so tell me about what the anything means?"

you shook your head, already feeling foolish for being here. you felt his gaze on you and it was just making everything worse. he was angry and ready for answers that you were ashamed to give him but taking a deep breath you decided to speak up.

"I'm like the total virgin.." looking up at him you noticed he was confused. "Ashton I have never had my hand held or been kissed or anything. ARE YOU HAPPY!"

the silence overpowered as nothing was said between us, I was a little hurt that I just spilled everything to him that I have been taunted for..but he just wouldn't stop.

"I never suspected -"

"- no one does." you sat there looking down as he soon was placed back beside you.

the same reaction he was giving you was different from other people's but you clearly didn't know what he was thinking and his thoughts were something you were dying to know right now. maybe he is one of those guys that find it strange when girls haven't done anything with a guy and thinks experience is key.

"I think it's cute."

you looked at him puzzled did he just said that he thinks it's cute? it is far from cute, it is an embarrassment and a haunting factor in your life. the plan to wait and keep your innocence longer than expected is harder than people think. peer pressure is real and that is how you got here, in this awkward situation that you just wish everything would go away and it wouldnt go past what has been said and dealt with.

"come one, not many girls out there at your age are still holding onto something so pure. I have many reasons to find it cute and mostly sweet that you are waiting for a wonderful guy to come along to sweep you off your feet. but the question is why did they force us to spend time together, I don't understand."

"well that's the funny thing." you couldn't help your awkward giggle as you fiddled with your hands. "I kind of have a crush on you...'

nothing was heard, you looked to him seeing him look anywhere but you. this was getting weirder the longer you stayed here with him. you made a mental note to furiously cuss out all your friends who had an idea for this meeting of you and Ashton.

"so you thought...uh wow." you noticed him set back beside you. you glanced at him and notice a hint of nervousness in his stance, but why was he nervous.

"Ashton it isn't a big deal, nothing needs to be done. my friends are just asses that want me to be less of innocent."

"there is nothing wrong with being innocent. but the whole idea of you wanting me to you know, is just a little out there don't ya think?" a redness surfaced to his cheeks as he looked to you then back ahead.

oh god did he think?

"Ashton, are you thinking that they forced this so you can have sex with me?"

"well....uh....IDK, just the way you are putting things together it is just seeming that way."

you couldn't help but giggle. "Ashton it has nothing to do with that, well I didnt catch that from what they talked to me about."

"then what is it?"

you took a deep breath before reaching over for his hand. it was awkward and strange. h got a hold of your hint as he intertwined your fingers with his. this felt weird. "feel weird?" he question with a small smile.

"yeah, a little but it is kind of comfortable after awhile."

"see not that big of a deal," he spoke, you were waiting for him to remove his hand from yours but as time ticked on nothing happened. you looked away from him and focused on your hand in his.

the silence we surfaced as you didn't know what to say. the small thing that has been bugging them and secretly bugging you has been faded away and achieved. you loved the feel of your hand in his, it just over powered yours. but you were okay with that. you felt him place his fingers under your chin as he directed your attention to him. you were captivated by his eyes, his thumb soon started to rub against your cheek. within in seconds, his lips were inches away from yours.

you were shocked by the contact but relax and followed his lead as the kiss started to move pass a small peck to the lips to a full make-out. he pulled away as you looked down with a blush. "well we finshed two of the three. I think that is good progress." you couldn't help but laugh as he did the same.

"anything else on your virgin list that doesn't deal with sex?"

"well, i never danced with a guy before." He stood up and pulled you with him as he let go of your hand.

you missed the contact but your arms were soon placed around his neck as he placed his hands on your waist. he began to lead as you slowly swayed back and forth. you looked up to him smiling as he did the same. "so after your eventful day, I do have to ask what was your favorite thing that you expirenced?" you could see a smirk trying to form on his lips as he spoke.

"well Ashton, I do believe that you have made things better in my life. but I would have to say." you paused as he looked to you waiting for your answer. he was amused by everything, you were happy nervous panicky Ashton was long gone. you smirked as you looked to his eyes then his lips. "this." you spoke before quickly placing your lips on his.

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