5 Seconds Of Summer Imagines |Complete|

Luke || (Y/N)

L U K E

I stood in front of my locker as i proceeded the conversation with Calum.  I lost my focus as i unlocked my locker.  A piece of paper caught my attention as it feel to the floor in front of my feet.  I looked to my best friend who just shrugged.  I took his unknowing expression to finally decide to pick it up. i slowly unfolded the white piece if paper curious as to what it was. My eyes quickly started to scan the paper.

Luke, 

I'm a freak.  You have this look to you that surely makes all the girl's hearts beat a little faster than normal.  I know you possibly see me as the girl that is pathetic and can't handle her own problems, and if you aren't so oblivious you can easily understand that I have feelings for you.  Strong feelings.  I don't know where they have arisen from but they don't seem to vanish.  I have a hopeless crush on you, but the sad part is you aren't feeling the same way.  No worries, I have felt the pain of rejection many times and it's a common feelings for me.  I just hoped for something different but I guess I am not the ideal person for a guy like you anyways.  

I hate the idea or just the phrase that there is someone out there for me and then the listing of my characteristics a person would love.  It's been said to many times and I'm quite done hearing it.  I was stringed along by my own thoughts, pathetic right? I had some hope, knowing you were different from all the other guys I've met.  I just never fully pictured it to have to same outcome.  I tried to distance myself from you, avoiding your presence as most as I could.  But I couldn't you were one of the only things anymore that could fully bring a smile to my face.  

Our friendship was a highlight of my semester.  I was amazed at just being in a friendship with you.  The weird thing was a crush was building way before you ever fully talked.  I was thankful for you communications on the days I needed someone.  You have been a great, amazing friend to me, I wouldn't trade that for anything.  I could never express these terms to you personally.  I love to write so it's easier for me to jolt down my feelings then express them to you face to face and make a huge full of myself.  You, in my eyes, are the sweetest yet most charming person I have ever met.  First sight I was struck. 

You have these dashing good looks, and what do I have nothing to excel to that.  We both seem to know this quite well.  I never understand how you say "you wanted to get to know me and hang out" but none of that has ever happened.  But I understand my presence and appearance isn't something that people want to be seen with.  I am a forward embarrassment.  I am thankful for your sweet, kind words to me.  No need to reply to this in anyway, I already know you answer and it's something I am common to.  Just know that I would love to keep the friendship with you but if it's too much then I understand.  If so I was honored to be your friend in this time span.  I know you will achieve great things in the future.  Thank for bringing me happiness, even if it wasn't in the way I dreamt it would be. 

I stood there confused as to who this letter was written by, and why was this something i never acknowledged before? I slide my back against the locker beside mine as i couldn't help be re-read of the mysterious letter.