5 Seconds Of Summer Imagines |Complete|

Luke || Jordan

L U K E
My palms continued to sweat as I tried to think of a way to do this, away to make her officially and forever mine. I didn't want to be cliché, I didn't want to present something that has been seen in movie or something traditional. I wanted to make her feel special.

I wanted her to know that our love was nothing like everyone else's. I wanted to prove to her that our's was different. I didn't want her to think of her past. she deserved more than she has ever gotten over the years before we met. listening to her stories as we would talk about our pasts I never wanted her to feel like that again.

I wanted to present her with what she deserves and nothing less of that. she is the only person I want to spend my life with and that will never change.

hours passed and I stood at her favorite place with a bouquet of her favorite flowers, her favorite song plays softly in the background. no sign of her was even appearing at the moment. I quickly checked my phone reread in over the text I sent making sure I gave her the right address. and sure enough everything was sent and typed perfectly.

why would she be running hours late?

my mind couldn't but race to the idea that something had happened to her. just the thought of her being hurt, scared, or anything along those lines makes me shiver. It would physically an mentally hurt me to know that she was hurt and I wasn't there to help her.

she was just my world and a day didn't go by without me telling her that. some might identify me as clingy but I was far from clingy, crazy boyfriend. to more of the clingy caring. I would always but her before myself as I couldn't be myself without her.

"mr. Hemmings it's getting late, we have to close." the owner speaks up as he looks at me with pity.

"please just a few more minutes. she'll come I know she will." he nods before walking off leaving me alone once again.

she wouldn't not just show up without messaging me telling me why. as I turn around about to tell the owner thanks for letting me use the place as well as he can close up now. but my attention soon turns towards the door where she walked in.

her hair swept in a wild motion most likely from the wind outside. by where I stood I noticed her breathing was irregular as she must have hurried here. I couldn't help the smile on my face as I look upon her, my Jordan.

I watched as her eyes scanned the lightly lit area, but when her eyes landed on me my nerves got worse. the gleam that was in her eyes when I first met her was gone. the look of pure love we shared between each other was only now only shared by one.

I took a deep breath and walked over to her handing her the bouquet. placing a delicate kiss to her check I stepped back. I tried smiling at her hoping she would smile back but the only smile I received in return was a smile that I never noticed with her. a smile that I knew would be linked with bad news.

"Jordan I'm so happy you came."

"Luke I know what you're going to ask me. and I can't accept." noticing her eyes drift from me to the floor as my heart began to shatter.

"oh I see." I mutter bringing my lip ring between my teeth as my hand rubs the back of my neck in a nervous manner.

"it's not that I don't love you, because I do. it's just I'm not in love with you enough to uh marry you." I nod trying to understand her wording.

I couldn't stand the idea of being within a space with her any longer. I quickly walked past her heading towards the door. my heart was shattered, I was lost. everything I believed I wanted and I adored to have was ripped from me. I didn't know where I was walking to and at this point I didn't care.

placing myself against a random wall as I couldn't help but cry. every ounce of me was broken and I didn't know if I could ever believe in the world love again.