Let's Not Talk About Tomorow

Ben

"BENNY, STOP! LET GO! PLEASE!" He screamed, scratching at my arms in hope I'd release him

"Show me! Show your fucking thighs right now!" I growled

"ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE! I PROMISE! JUST LET GO OF ME!" I let go of him and he dropped to the floor like a dead weight, sobbing. My heart shattered. I crouched down to his level.

"Baby, I'm sorry. I just saw them and assumed the worst. I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at myself for not being able to be there if you needed me. If it's not what it looks like, will you please show me?"

He pulled up the hem of his shirt that actually belonged to me. He'd been wearing my clothes non stop now he couldn't see me, he looked adorable as always. I traced my fingers over the few bright, red scars that now adorned his thigh. He shivered.

"Baby, how did these get here then?" I asked softly

"I was shaving my legs, Benny" He mumbled

"Princess, I know what a shaving nick looks like"

"I... I..." He burst into a fresh flood of tears "I'm s-s-sorry!"

"Hey, hey, hey" I soothed "Baby, it's okay. It's okay"

"Hey, Ben. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? GET OUT!" Sabrina yelled.

"I tried" Jake said sheepishly

"BEN, ARE YOU AN ACTUAL IDIOT?! HE COULD KILL YOU! GET HIM OUT!"

Jake came to the rescue, pulling Jon to his feet and dragging him out of the room. Sighing, I sat down properly and rested my head against the wall. Sabrina looked ready to blow, her face was slowly turning a shade of scarlet. She took a moment to compose herself before rooting through her bag to pull out various syringes and bottles of pills.

"You're such an idiot, what was you thinking?" She sighed as she injected my arm

"Sabrina, I'm sorry. Jon's been self-harming again, I panicked" I explained "But now you came in here yelling your head off, he won't talk to me about it. He's probably crying and scared and he needs me!"

"He has Jake"

"Jake isn't me if you didn't notice" I hissed "Can't he wear a surgical mask or something? That covers his mouth and nose? I need to talk to him"

"And I need to make sure you aren't going to die from that encounter" She hissed back

"Sabrina, please let me see him when you're finished" I pleaded "I don't know when I'm going to next see him!"

"Alright!" She snapped "You can see him when I'm finished"

After approximately 20 pills and 13 injections later, Jon was being prodded into the room by Jake. I smiled at him, despite the fact he couldn't see it through my mask. He was wearing one too, just in case. I held open my arms and he sunk into my embrace.

"Baby, will you tell me why you did it?" I asked, rubbing soothing circles on his back

"I miss you" He whimpered "I need you, Benny. I've been having a lot of bad dreams and you aren't there to make it go away and I need you to kiss me but you can't because I'm ill but I just need you to hold me and-"

"Don't forget to breathe" I interrupted. He let out a sad, empty laugh "Keep the mask, alright? At least then you can stay with me if you need to, whenever you want. I love you, baby. Give me a kiss"He giggled and kissed me the best he could wearing a surgical mask. It could never ever compete with the taste of his sweet, sweet lips but it was the best either of us could do right now.

"I love you, Benny"

I slid the shirt up Jon's thigh so I could see his fresh scars, he flinched the moment my fingers made contact with his skin. He flushed and pushed my hand away.

"Benny" He mumbled, covering his thighs again "Don't touch me there" I glanced down at his body, immediately noticing the bulge that was forming beneath his shirt

"Do you want some help, baby?" I slipped my hand under his shirt and rubbed the front of his bulge through his panties. He whined and rutted against my hand "I got you, princess" I pulled his lengthout of his panties and lifted his shirt up so I could see hisgorgeous, semi-erect member. He dropped his head into the crook of myneck and whimpered as I jerked him off.

"Benny, gonna cum" He exhaled

 "Cum for me, princess"