Dying

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"You make me happy
You make me kill myself
I can be happy with you
But I can't be happy if I'm dead"

(Lyrics from Filthy Pride by Social Repose)

Y/N pov

I had thought for a long time that I'd never be happy until I died. I was just so tired of trying and getting nowhere.

But at least I could try then. I can't now, even when I want to. 

This was my choice and I have to accept it now. Just, I don't know.

It's so lonely here...

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