Ayzael's
I feel calm pag nakikita ko siya, it's like walang nangyayari sa'min ngayon.
Sa lahat ng worst na nangyayari ngayon, being with Mak lang ang ikinatuwa kong nangyayari ngayon.
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Umaga na ng binuksan ko ang mga mata ko, tumayo at tumingin sa kama kung saan natutulog parin si Mak, maybe I'm look like a fool smiling while looking at the girl sleeping.
Ipinagcross ko ang dalawang braso ko sa dibdib, habang nakasandal lang sa pinto at nakatingin kay Mak, napalapit ako ng gumising siya.
"You're here....." sabi niya gamit ang tipikal na boses niya, ano pa bang aasahan ko? nagpakita lang siya ng emotions niya hindi ibig sabihin 'yon ay magbabago ang pakikitungo niya sa'kin? what do I expect? stupid me.
"Where did you hear the music?" tanong niya na para bang nangbabanta, kumunot ang noo ko. It looks it is really the song.
"What's with the song?" nagtatakang tanong ko.
Hindi ko alam, that's the song I only heard in my parents a long time ago, I think it's their own music, I don't know. I don't know much about my parents, they took early from me.
"Just answer my damn question, and don't f*ckin answer me an another question!" napalunok ako ng marinig ko ang galit sa boses ni Mak.
"From my mother, she always played it for me and humming, to make me sleep" nagiingat na baka may mali akong maisabi at magtrigger ang anger niya.
I'm familiar with her annoyed tone and serious too but not in this one, it really scared the hell out of me!
"And why did you play it for me?" tanong niya at katulad din ng hindi familiar na tono ng boses niya, hindi ako makakalma sa tono ng boses niya, it's really looks like dangerous to me,
"It's just because..... I want to play it for you" I told her, half meant half lies, what should I do? sabihin na 'kasi your lola wants me to bla bla bla', digging my own grave? hell no.
"You have other intention, don't you?" bantang tanong niya, kaya mas lalong napalunok ako ng laway, is she this sharp as always?
"Look Mak, I--"
"Maybe It's kind of coincidence or not but you're trying to trigger my emotion, aren't you?" why Mak is always this smart. paano ko lulusutan 'to? I smiled awkwardly. Well may tama naman siya.
"Mak! I didnt mean--"
"You're crossing the line Olazo, it's too much" sabi niya gamit parin ang tunong 'yon.
Napatigil naman ako sa sinabi niya, Do I? Crossing the line?
She hits me and it really hits me so hard, I don't know should I say, she's right but why I feel hurt? I don't know, my chest just tightened, totoo naman ang sinabi niya pero bakit ganito?
"Look.... I know, you saved me twice or what, but doesn't mean you can involved yourself in my life" dagdag niya pa, gusto kong magsalita pero walang lumalabas sa bibig ko. no-- I choose not to talk. She's completely right. It's my fault.
"You're just a friend like what you said, You're not my boyfriend nor family, and I think you should not get any further than that, don't make yourself involve in my life" nanuyo ang lalamunan ko sa sinabi ni Mak.
It's just a words but why it's so hurt when it comes to her? Like it stabs me in multiple times.
Alam kung totoo ang mga sinasabi ni Mak, but it hurts so bad, Bakit parang ang sakit sakit ng dating sa'kin? tama naman siya! I understand her, pero bakit parang ayaw tanggapin ng isip ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
THE GLIMPSE OF HELL (Zombie Apocalypse)
Horror"They died We will die But until then, lets stay together" I said. I'm just an ordinary boy, with an ordinary life-- that's what I thought, not in one day. Everything has changed, even the people around me, they literally changed. They became nightm...
